Earliest delusion

When I was little I had hallucinations, and sometimes I actually heard the things/people in my paintings/pictures talking, or even saw them moving.

I also saw horrible faces in them sometimes (I still do see faces in things) that scared me so much I had my mom take certain paintings out of my room, like a painting of flowers. (My mom was very confused lol)

Wonder what’s up with that.

Do medications really stop delusions and paranoia? Or just stop voices and hallucinations?

I know you weren’t asking ME, but just FYI, yes, meds can (and often do) knock out paranoia and delusions.

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Oh, I guess mine haven’t (yet).

Mirrors. There were people behind any mirror constantly watching me. I decided to take down all the mirrors in my house, and cover the ones that were to big with towels.

I remember being about 14 or 15 walking home from school with my friends. I was waiting to cross the road, looked to the other side and there was my Mum and she waved to me. I eventually crossed the busy road, but couldn’t see my Mum, so I assumed she’d walked on without me. When I got home she was indoors ironing a batch of washing, she hadn’t even been out all day. A straight forward hallucination, there was no paranoia, no fear, no dellusion. This, as far back as I can remember, was one of the first signs of my paranoid schizophrenia. Around about 14 I also started getting paranoid panic attacks, terrible shakes, still get this now, been plagued with it all my adult life. I developed social phobia and I covered this up from 16 to 25 with booze. A couple of days past my 25th birthday I had a full blown psychosis. I’d been progressively losing touch with reality and in many situations it was as if I had blinkers on.

too many to mention…but when i was 9/10…
i remember a human being appearing infront of me…first i saw the internal organs…then the skeleton started to appear…
it got freaky after that. :scream:
oh yeah and a yeti came out of the bushes at the end of the garden…i lived in the countryside.
take care :alien:

hey,

Unusual…often schizophrenics avoid eye contact!

I myself, often have such issues but I’m clever enough and that often makes a difference…

Always a problem with a schizophrenic if your clever enough! Often we can’t see our own weakness and often we don’t do what is necessary to do well with things…

The
Rogueone!

I thought you were a former pharmacist? That’s doing pretty well.

I was about 10 and God told me what was going to happen in the future… he also told me I had a baby sister on the way.

I can see faces in things. like, there’s a blanket hanging in my window, it’s just blue but I can always make pictures out in it

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Talking to Eminem. We shared thoughts and ideas, became really close, and started dating. Literally all I did was have conversations with eminem. We would imagine things and the other would be able to see… We shared everything. Its like we shared a mind for a little while. And it still gets me to this day because I know its impossible… But it felt so real. Honestly like who was I talking to? And he acted just like Eminem. Like literally I watch and follow Eminem online and on TV and stuff (I’ve always been a huge fan and always loved everything he did) ■■■■ I don’t know. This is really embarrassing and I haven’t told anyone about it. But it was so real. And I felt like a badass because Eminem was my best friend for a while. I’m kind of glad I had this experience but I can’t wait to get to heaven and ask god WTF really happened. There’s some instances that I remember where I’m like… There’s no other explanation than that was Eminem. It goes deeper than I’m explaining its just hard to explain. I wish someone would understand.

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I did that too. I did it first with the static on a bad TV channel. It was kinda scary actually.

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I’m not a big fan of tennis… but for some strange reason I had a delusion with Carlos Moya… i saw his name on street signs… restaurants… books… i thought he could see me from the spy cam in my air conditioner… i would write long letters in MSWord and i thought he could read it… its like having an imaginary friend.

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