I have had some recurring nightmares about having horrific, worse-than-ever relapses in which my meds fail me and I am sicker than ever.
Most of my dreams are full of symbolism, vivid and sometimes lucid, which is a side effect of my Geodon.
But I read in a book about dreams that nightmares about an illness often mean that you are in remission from the illness- which I have been for about half a year now.
I guess that this means that I am actually in the clear and just a little scarred psychologically by what I experienced.
In my dreams, I am sometimes completely symptomatic, worse than I ever was without medication. I know this is not a cheerful topic, but I am still doing fine, taking my meds, doing well in school, seeing my friends and not experiencing any symptoms. I’m all ok.
Does anyone else have nightmares about losing your mind entirely? Do you fear that you could get even worse? Do you have nightmares in which you have episodes?