Story of my life in dreams, my other life basically.
-Memories start when I was around 5
-Djinn sensed my power and I attracted parasites who wanted to feed off of my fear and suffering
-They did so by putting me through horrific things, torturing and killing loved ones in front of me, setting me up to try to save people from scenarios I couldn’t possibly win in thus making me feel everyone died because of my own incompetence, making me fight things, I died a lot
-Eventually started to become numb to seeing others suffer and be in danger, I knew it wasn’t worth getting involved so I’d just leave them to die
-Around 11 developed first powers, could turn into a monster that was very strong and had many different abilities (super speed, strength, super jump, bullet proof)
-Unfortunately me manifesting my powers drew attention from the humans, spent a ton of adolescence in and out of labs having experiments run on me, or being forced into working for weird organizations, was very miserable
-However I started getting stronger and better at escaping these situations, around 12 beast form became part dragon (fire proof, could breathe fire, fly) and separate from that learned I could breathe underwater, 13 learned how to fly not transformed and without wings, by 15 realized I didn’t have to be in beast form at all to use powers and that I could do basically whatever I wanted, learned telekinesis, practiced some other reality bending stuff
-Now as a teen, incredibly powerful, very arrogant and cocky, humans can’t really hold me captive even if they wanted to, I have no desire to help anyone because of my history as a child and knowing the bad djinn could use that against me, so I just looked like a total scumbag who was obnoxious and flew around flaunting my powers
-A very, very bad djinn took notice of me and became fixated for whatever reason, I had had problems with them before but never like this, basically sent one of his goons “Plague” after me w task of “breaking me in” as he probably realized he didn’t have a chance of catching me like this
-Plague brought an evil human spirit w him that was basically like a pimp and destroyed me
-After that Plague moves in and starts grooming me for his master
-Plague looks like a generic demon thing I think with big horns and cloven hooves, large and scary looking, but his master looks like an angel (and terrifies me deeply, do NOT understand its fixation)
-Anyways now dream me is horribly messed up, lucidity rate really low for a while, somehow though at 17 I manage to learn how to phase through things so that’s cool, may have also learned to teleport, transmogrify
-Around 19 start getting more lucidity back, learned many defensive skills like letting attacks phase through me, becoming physically invincible, healing, revival from the dead, and other things like erasing memories, mind control, etc really anything I could think of. Generally I try to be nicer now in my dreams and help people out who deserve it.
-At full lucidity I am extremely powerful, however thanks to ptsd my lucidity is much much lower than it was before and often I reactively just physically lash out (I’m still strong when I do that but not as strong as I am when lucid) or panic and go into victim mode and don’t fight at all
-The humans are getting sneaky (always trying to find ways to catch me) and some have become aware of this and send really strong “super warrior” whatever people at me (ie probably men on a lot of steroids idk) so when I go into ptsd freak out punch mode they don’t get hurt, then it sends me into helpless mode and I give up and do what they want me to. It’s happened 3 times now and it concerns me. Also INCREDIBLY scumbaggish for them to use that against me.
So yeah that’s where I am now. Last night one of those strong humans came at me and threw me off but then I think I was useless to them because in my helpless mode I don’t remember I even have powers so I couldn’t have done what they wanted me to anyhow. Plague was failing at his job and I don’t know what his boss did with him. Probably something unpleasant. Anyways. Dream me has lived an unbelievable life. So many memories, so many stories.
abbreviated history early childhood=djinn attracted to my strong energy, parasitized my suffering and fear by putting me through horrible scenarios late childhood=started to become numb to violence & death even of loved ones, adolescence=first powers developed, humans notice me, in and out of labs and forced on jobs by sketchy organizations, generally unpleasant, teens=first very powerful, humans couldn’t control me anymore, then that one awful djinn took interest in me & came up w elaborate scheme to break me down so I wasn’t fully in control of my behavior anymore adult=basically unlimited power when I am in the right mind to use it which I often am not, humans & djinn always causing me issues, wish I could just have some peace tired of feeling harassed, hunted and used my whole life