Example:
8PM: think my celular company hacked me
9PM: think because ive been hacked, a group of people is gonna send the authorities after me to do something which is the worst thing i can image (worse than torture but i cant tell anyone what, because im hacked)
12AM: ive got a tumor in my cheek
12:15AM: my dog is laying close to me, is she cuddling with me cause shes scared of me, oh no shes scared of me, why would she be scared of me, maybe im possessed and she can sense it
its like this a lot of the day. everyday. most my paranoia returns on similar themes. hacking, authoraties, the government, my pets, my body, poison…
does ur mind constantly become paranoid about stuff…and lots of different stuff? or do u think about one paranoid thing all day?
I am the same way. Yesterday as I was depositing money in my checking account I asked the teller if she could give me the balance in my account, and the amount was surprisingly low. I could have sworn I had more money than that in my account. Then, when I went to Walmart I was in a really ugly mood because I thought the teller had ripped me off. I also believe that my computer is thoroughly hacked. You can drive yourself crazy thinking like that.
Sorta. Im off haldol. And right now only on a low dose of abilify. Idk if id say its worse than one. Its just a lot of lot of thoughts instead of one all day.