Something weird happens when im working on the computer. Everytime something goes wrong and i dont understand it i always think its a hacker fu cking with my head. But almoat 100% of the time its just something i didnt think of..specifically when programming.
Unlike all of the other triggers for my paranoia ..game dev never ends up being what i was paraniod about. I wonder if there was a way for me to test interactions with people(discover intention) if i would find something similar…that alot of its all in my head.
I usually think everyone out to get me, but even I am forced to admit that not everybody is against me. There are some as*holes out in the general public for sure but not very car is trying to stare me down or intimidate me. A lot of people, if you let them alone they let you alone.
I realize most peoe dont abuse me either. Its just cetain people. I really wish if this was mental illness i could at least have insight.
Ssa or child support made a mistake and i think its a plot to cause me to be homeless. I have to move and 2 mo th before they basically take my entire check and no one knows why…