I’m bored more now, than before when my psychosis was bad. I use to occupy my time with researching hidden meaning of life and decoding Gods hidden messages. Now it’s just boring and I don’t have any drive to do anything
Coming down from the spiritual high a psychosis may cause can be difficult.
I think it was Astronaut Buzz Aldrin…the second man on the Moon…went into car sales after he left NASA.
Talk about coming back down to Earth! Must have been quite the transition from literally sitting on top of the World, to being a used car salesman.
Going from a spectacular experience, to just doing a mundane job can be hard to swallow for many. I’ve felt this way as well…that everything is pure folly after the rush of a psychotic break.
With me there is a euphoric component to my psychosis. It feels good for a little while, but then I get in trouble. Keep working with your med’s. It can get better.
Yeah, that makes sense
The euphoric aspect! Yes! Ikr
I’m definitely more busy in my mind when I’m psychotic, and it keeps me engaged, but I’ve learned to love the quiet of a calmed mind.
There’s something be be said for that calm mind! I am thankful now I don’t have racing thoughts and odd ideas. I used to think way too much about everything…the meds help that out and that isn’t a bad thing!
Hard thing is to fight the negatives and stay focused. Keep yourself occupied with worthwhile projects to fill in the time…as to what is worthwhile. That is another story :)!
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