its part life but it does not comfort me when i think about it, i think about i do when live, things i do when im living that counts.
Iām religious but Iām kind of attached to this life, as crappy as itās been at times, lol. I guess Iām more uncomfortable thinking about the process of dying as opposed to the state of death itself. Iād really rather not suffer in my final moments. Guess I wonāt have too much of a choice though, lol.
Death will probably be just like it was before you were born. Was it that bad before you were born ? Even soā¦Iām hoping Iāll. e reunited with my loved ones in some sort of afterlife.
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Waiting for the end to come wishing I had strength to stand this is not what I had planed its out of my control i know what it takes to move on I know how it feels to lie all I wanna do is change this life for something new holding on to what I havnt got.
There is a commonality with suicidal people that once they have decided to commit it that they become eerily content and at peace at the thought of it.
Entering this stage is a dangerous precipice.
Donāt wallow in it and be comfortable in slurry.
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The idea of death only comforts me when Iām severely depressed
Otherwise Iām scared of it. The thought of being buried makes me feel claustrophobic and suffocated.
But I try to tell myself itās like sleep for many years and itās not forever. I believe in afterlife
Just be right with my God and it will be ok
i hope its a phase im going through
I donāt really care what happens after death. I hope I can be a crow. I like crows. Crow fam would be sweet.
I used to imagine my death a lot when I was having suicidal thoughts. Id think of how fun it would be to jump off the highest building or highest crane tower or highest cliff and just fly to my death.
But then Iād think of what a mess that would be for people to clean up and that would lead me away from those ideas.
I used to try to tell myself to not do it because of fam members or friends but that was wearing thin too.
Then my mental health started to get better with a lot of hard work and treatment changes.
Now I value my life more even if it is to just experience it for good or bad.
I still wanna be a crow 
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It will surely take to long until I am dead. I will suffer for decades and sadly there will probably be no accident, I hope there was. Nothing is worth something anymore.
Yes i think.sometimes i just say that s it.tomorrow i m gonna finish this miserable life , but later i say thats ok you have to keep up your life this is your challenge.but its definitely relaxing at the end of it.
Kind of. Can do. But at the same time, truth be told. Itās always overridden by fear or anxiety.
Yes, itās one of the only things certain
ā¦ death and changeā¦ I tell my family I want to be cremated and have a small thing with just them.
No dude, if Iām in a position where my life is on the line Iāma scratch, claw, tear my way out. Iāll sell out anybody to save my own skin. A true-blue cling-to-life coward.
I know that sounds bad, but I just donāt want the lights to go out. Nothingās scarier to me than that. Just being honest.
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I donāt even know how to respond to that.
english is not my first language sorry.
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I donāt do cocaine. I recently had my AP dose lowered. I donāt understand what it is about my statement that makes you think Iām on cocaine. Honestly, from where Iām standing, I think anybody who welcomes death has a serious mental illness that needs correction. Death is something to be feared, not welcomed.
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Peace peeps. Misunderstanding so leave it at that!
At least youāre honest that youāre a coward. That may make you less of a coward.
dude come down,i can tell your american you understand people upside down.i was not welcoming death thats not what i was talking about.
Some of us have no desire to live a nasty, homeless retirement, I pray for it every night before bed
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