Is it meds overdosed ?
Today I was having a tea ![]()
I started a random conversation with a guy.
Is it meds overdosed ?
Today I was having a tea ![]()
I started a random conversation with a guy.
maybe ssri or some kind of uplifting med, not sure
Without meds I would talk to someone who isn’t there
Nope. Never. I avoid talking to almost everyone in person as much as possible. Strangers who speak to me are given some pretty obvious hints to never do that again.
Its my mood for me. Sometimes I am in a talkative mood with strangers. Mostly sports and family things.
Actually I initiate the conversation yesterday spoke to three
Rarely, I’m talkative with strangers. Most of the time I’m silent.
People I don’t know speaking to me makes me crazy.
It is pretty much required in Scotland that you strike up a conversation at a bus stop. It actually feels way to uncomfortable to stand in silence here
I couldn’t think anything worse than speaking to strangers!
I was more talkative to strangers when I was delusional. After taking meds and recovering quite a bit, I’m back to my old, quiet self lol
Can I ask when you was more talkative with strangers did it sound delusional in you mannerisms? I know for me I can’y tell when I’m delusional?
I’d say yes I sounded delusional to the strangers I talked to.
I did lots of embarrassing things while delusional. Not to mention, I was very very arrogant
Are you saying you don’t have any insight? Or that you don’t seem delusional to strangers you talk to?
According to my team I don’t have any insight. But I’m trying yo get insight.
@anon59642972 I’ve been there myself. A lot of embarrassment
Sorry to hear that man. For me, it was finding the right meds. But I didn’t have much insight at first either. Sometimes it takes years to gain insight. And then once you do, recovery seems to always follow
Yeah thankfully most of the people were strangers and not people I have to deal with on a daily basis.
I did lots of stupid things while delusional too.
I’ve been in recovery for 14 years but still am delusional. I’m on a second gen med but I can’t find pease.
I have too. I could have got arrested many times. But with this DX which I hate shite hasn’t stuck because I lack capacity.
It all takes time and that was always the hard part for me to understand.
I finally found peace when I learned to open up to loved ones more. I found I was less paranoid and led by delusional thoughts.
I hope you find peace here soon!
I have been more doing this because interpersonal people in ones life is good,.