I have people living in my head, and they talk to me a lot. Mostly negative chatter and insults, so sometimes it’s hard not to get upset and snap back, or tell them to shut up.
Sometimes I catch myself doing this in public; even on the bus. I get a lot of stares, and then I get anxious and panicky. Anyone else do this?
I think I am just looking to feel like I’m not alone.
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I used to get that, now since I’m on meds not anymore. You’re definitely not alone.
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Before I was medicated, I pretty much knew I was sz and used to get anxious about responding to voices in public but after a while I stopped caring if people thought I was crazy and would respond to voices in public. I wanted people to stay away from me and be scared of me because I had a lot of people treat me poorly. I don’t do it anymore because I got scared of being put into a hospital again and I embarrassed myself in front of someone that I cared about. Sometimes I still respond to them when I’m alone even though I’m medicated.
Do your meds make them any less talkative?
I try to wait till I’m alone to talk to them. However, sometimes I do without realizing that I am.
I’m trying to keep my illness a secret from family, so I have to act natural around them, and not talk.
i had to respond because of your name " Bunny " 
…cool 
take care 
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I wouldn’t call them delusions. There is evidence that this technology exists and that this program involves using the methods to which you described. I am currently going through this and will probably be going through it for a long time. You should research about targeted individuals and gangstalking. (There are many terms) but people, on a large-scale, know about it as the participants include the majority of everyone on the various levels of the wealth/power ladder.
You should probably research about mkultra, bill clinton, when he was in office, already apologized about unwilling human experimentation and brain to computer interface (interpreting the prespeech part of the brain) already been discovered by scientists during their research of epilepsy (similar). It’s been going on from at least the 70’s. Pink floyd was also labelled schizophrenic. I find his music inspirational. =)
I’m sorry, but I am confused as to what exactly you are talking about.
I’m referring to the voices that you and others hear.
That’s quite a time gap, especially when considering the amount of influential people claiming such technology since the 70’s as well as the apology given from our former president for unwilling human experimentation. There’s always schizophrenia to help discredit someone.
Doctors have been using ECoG since the 1950s to figure out which area of the brain is causing seizures in people with severe epilepsy. But in the past decade, scientists have shown that when connected to a computer running special software, ECoG also can be used to control robotic arms, study how the brain produces speech and even decode thoughts.
http://www.npr.org/2011/05/12/135598390/mind-reading-technology-turns-thought-into-action
Oh, okay. Well yes, i believe it for sure!
The government can definitely read our minds. They do it all the time, through our devices.
And as for the voices I hear in my head and other places, I don’t know who they are, when I ask them they won’t say. I believed they were demons until recently.
If you have to respond just respond in your head . Then it is less noticeable.
I find that its hard in my room not to talk to my head fairies and when im not listening to music in public. When i don’t listen to music in public i start getting the urge to, I just always get worried in my room however that roommate is going to hear me and freak out or something. Also I like your avatar. Bunny for life🐇
I do that sometimes, but it’s hard not to out loud sometimes.
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I know what you mean. If they ask me a question, it’s hard not to answer, or when they’re chattering about interesting things I want to join them.
I like how you call them fairies, by the way.
And thank you!
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If you absolutely can’t help it, maybe pull out your cell phone and pretend you’re talking on it?
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Clever!
I don’t usually carry my phone, though. I’m afraid of it.
Yes! that has helped me so often when i start panicking with everything in and out of my head i just start repeatedly refreshing my email acting like im doing something lol. But music does help a lot cause when i feel the need to talk out loud, i can sing out loud and to humans thats perfectly acceptable. Which is odd. I can sing my favorite straberry alarm clock songs but when i start talking to myself i got a problem. Double standards right
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Music is so helpful, yes. I simply cannot ride the bus without it!
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Idk if i can go anywhere without it. Ill forget sometimes and be a quarter way to class when i realize i forgot my headphones and go back and be late just to have it. Crucial in my public functioning