My mother told me that I was talking to myself loudly when unmedicated. I remember talking to my organs but not talking loudly to myself. I have bad memory when unmedicated.
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A women in mental hospital told me that I killed her kids. I don’t know if she really meant it or if she was talking to herself eventhough she was looking at me in the eyes while talking.
Thats one of my main worries. Thankfully i feel like im in control of myself well enough to not talk randomly. Tho i sleepwalk, but thats a whole different can of worms.
I don’t talk to myself while on meds. Is there meds for sleepwalking? The cousin of my father sleepwalks.
I dont think so. Sleepwalking is weird, i once stood outside in minus 30c weather for 20 mins in my pjs lol. It got worse when i went on abilify.
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My husband has a loud, ongoing conversation with himself almost all day, everyday and he’s not schizophrenic.
Meds stopped it for me. I was talking to myself nonsense most of the day.
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This is something I’m really embarrassed of. I started talking to myself when I’m alone like 3 years ago. It decreased a bit on different meds but I feel humiliated.
When psychotic I needed to actively try to stop myself from screaming and cursing. I had an inner urge to do so, alone and in public.
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I talked to myself outloud when I was healthy and a teenager. Right now, I have a healthy dialogue with myself even though I have a thought disorder. I don’t hear voices. Sometimes I have intrusive thoughts where I’m terrified.
I still suffer. Even unmedicated I don’t talk outloud anymore. I just am suffering, but I look normal. I sort of act normal too, despite my internal suffering.It’s hell.
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I talked to myself aloud when I switched to Vraylar and I was psychotic, 4 years ago.
It was a temporary thing.
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i dont talk to myself out loud on or off meds tho i have internal dialogue where im thinking to myself almost in the form of a conversation always, i feel more comfortable speaking on meds tho because i dont feel the constant judging of the voices as much as when im off meds
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I used to scream at the voices.
Mainly at home but it happened out in public too.
I slapped my face out in public too once.
Last week I was talking out loud to myself despite that I nolonger have voices.
I was talking out loud cause I was feeling hated.
No one has ever commented at me talking out loud.
It doesn’t usually happen anymore.
When I had voices it happened every day .
Mainly at home but sometimes out walking my dog etc
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I’ve been talking to myself out loud since middle or high school.
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No. All my voices are “telepathic” in nature and thus I communicate with them “telepathically” back.
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I spoke aloud on tv when I was psychotic
I still talk to myself now after 20 years of medication. For me it’s kinda like intrusive thoughts. I get to a certain space in my thought and I act out with verbalisation. It’s always negative stuff and I don’t do it around others…
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I used to laugh when I was unmedicated and I was having psychotic episodes in between. I used to laugh in between when people talked and people knew something was wrong.
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This happened to me too, I laugh in church when the priest preaches, everyone looks at me thinking I am crazy. In funerals too and at the Dr. The Dr asked me if I am laughing at him. Its better with meds but I still laugh at not funny and sometimes sad stuff. My family tells me there is nothing funny about this why are you laughing.
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