I’m not on any medication, but my voices are far from constant and even though none of them are positive, I miss the company quite often at the moment.
I feel like one of them may manipulate me, because although it is very hurtful, insulting and sometimes frightening, I still feel like I need it and it’s only trying to fix my helpless case. It has told me this, and I at least partly believe it, but I do feel like it’s wrong to miss the voices when they’re not there.
I still have them and wish they would leave me the hell alone. I cant even be away from my girlfriend because they tell me lies about her and that she lies to me about being healthy
Its okay its not anyones fault but the faulty brain of schizophrenia. I wish I could realize that and persist with it when its happening though. Im glad your feeling better though, dont feel lonely, feel happy
I’m on the fence about this. I want my delusion to go away and with it, the voice in my head. On the other hand, the voice is comforting in a way. Oddly, the voice is proof I’m not crazy. Seems it would be the opposite. I understand both sides. Wanting it to go away and missing it.
It’s funny when I had voices I wanted them to go away so badly, I’d scream. Then when I was put on medication and they faded away I definitely, if only for a moment, was like “hmm I kinda miss those guys”, I felt naked, but it’s because I thought my voices were cryptic guides/narrator’s
I feel that way too. When Alien speaks to me I tell him to go away but when he hasn’t bothered me for some time I miss him. It’s so weird! It’s a love/hate relationship.
For several years, my medicine kept away the negative voices, but the positive ones still hung around. I also heard music almost constantly, and I loved it. After this most recent medication adjustment, all my hallucinations faded away. It has been three months since I’ve seen or heard anything. I do miss it sometimes. I had a news anchor who would broadcast the events of my day in a funny, sarcastic way. He always made me laugh, and my husband liked when I would share his broadcasts with him. I loved sitting around and listening to my music play for hours on end. Now, I feel like I’ve lost something.
On the positive side, it is much easier to drive, because I no longer hallucinate people jumping out in front of my car. I definitely prefer life this way, but I do miss certain things.
I like everyone to be organized and civil, If they are rude or mean they can shut the ■■■■ up. But I don’t want it too quiet I don’t know how to behave.
Yes after drinking the draino my voice is different now. Although if you are talking about hallucinations mine sucked so I don’t miss them. I did notice that I did feel lonely when they left though.