Lol people think there is something wrong with me on the streets. I look a little distracted by my thoughts
I look normal, do normal ā ā ā ā until the night comes and I turn into a grasshopper lol
I guess I seem normal when Iām walking,
Havenāt had anyone say anything to me yet lol
I seem normal to strangers. Those who know me can read me differently and often ask, āwhat is wrongā when Iām not doing well. I can play it off by looking at my phone a lot. Then, I donāt look off I just look rude.
Sometimes i have a slight smile because of my thoughts. I donāt live in the past. It just happens
It happens to me lately
I start smiling in the train lol
Today a very small dog barked at me. I said in my mind if i will kick/hit him he will remember me all his life. So i smiled and did not kicked him.
I seem normal, I think. Sometimes I smile for no reason
Iām not sure. My stepdaughter has said I walk like Iām drunk. That alone might have people thinking āHeās not normalā.
Being heavily paranoid and scared of crowds doesnāt really help with this.
I walk like I own the town
I guess I can look ānormalā itās only when I interact with others that they think something is off with me.
I walk with vacant eyes and feet that guide themselves.
This is actually something Iām hyper sensitive about . Iām not sure whether youād call it āIdeas of referenceā.
I look really normal. If someone on street looks at me, this person canāt know that I have a mental illness.
i want to talk to people but im paranoid at the same time
I look normal and i can appear normal in a conversation. Sometimes people (e.g. colleagues) say things about people with psychiatric diagnoses or about schizophrenics (e.g. they cant have goals, they are different from us) to me and im like ādid you know i had that diagnosis too?ā Its interesting to see their responsesā¦
Honestly, Im so used to fooling the world I should have been an actor !!
I think i pass for normal most of the time. I donāt really do anything out of the ordinary to draw attention to myself and iām okay at holding brief conversations. If they tend to drag on though i get uncomfortable and donāt know what to say. I may turn into a weirdo then.
Sometimes when I go outside itās like Iām holding my breath. When I get home finally itās like I Breathe Again.