Philip K Dick had a singular female voice and seemed to have a more positive experience with it overall. I know of guys with female “handlers” (some call them that), one of which is in love with it. My experiences with the female voices gradually became more fun, after they stopped inducing extreme terror towards them and glamouring me like a vampire. They’d provoke me and we’d get in fights and then they’d submit to me in a hate ■■■■ sort of way if you know what I mean. They’re trolls.
Philip K Dick’s female voice may have saved his infant son’s life. Check out his experiences with her. http://www.openculture.com/2014/05/philip-k-dick-takes-you-inside-his-life-changing-mystical-experience.htm
I hated guys voices because I felt overpowered then I began to like them cus they were less frequent and the girls would bully me and they were on my side but now I just hear girls it’s alright I suppose
Some of the girls are bitches but some of them I think are good.
I had a relatively ‘good’ male voice, a ‘bad’ male voice that was much more present, and for a short while a seductive female voice. I think it was for the better that the unfolding plot of that episode had it that the bad male voice had impersonated this female voice, like an actor. After that was ‘revealed’ the female voice disappeared. Perhaps for the better, cause when playing into sexual desire it would have been hard to shake this hallucination/delusion. On the otherhand that whole theme of the bad voice being able to impersonate others (including the good voice) was one big mindfuck.
Yes my main person can impersonate other people, but I know he wasn’t impersonating the female voices I would get because the voices would overlap.
I don’t think there is a fact of the matter of who is who when hallucinating… in fact this whole impersonation theme led me to not trust anything my voices said and enabled the way out for me.
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My voices used to ask. "Do you want us to be women or men? Up to you.
Rediculousness
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I don’t actually hear the voices. The brain researchers only send me thoughts, so if they don’t identify themselves, I have no way of knowing if they are male or female. I assume it’s 50/50 when they communicate with me.
I haven’t heard many voices. My “hallucinations” are more visual. The voices I have hears have been screams. Both male and female and I hated them both. One (female) just shrieked like a spectre or a banshee, and the male just screamed “shut up.”
In general life though I prefer male voices, they are more calming to me. Some female voices are really calming to me but men more than women seem to be calming to me. I’m a daddy’s girl thought but an absolute mum sook. I couldn’t survive without my Mum.
Thankfully I haven’t had any auditory hallucinations for awhile now since I’ve been on meds. Before though I’d have a female voice I’d hear occasionally mention me as if in a conversation with someone else. It was the voice of someone I know. It wasn’t too bad. The other voices I heard more rarely were those of my neighbors. It was the typical super hearing delusion. I thought I could hear them beyond the walls. Those voices were a little more critical of me but I wouldn’t usually be the topic of their conversations.
All in all, I prefer not to hear any voices but if I had to choose I suppose the female voice was easier to deal with.