I miss my best friend, we both decided to resign from work as we are not compensated well.
Definitely miss my old school life. Better than doing nothing at home b/c of schizophrenia.
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I still know half a dozen people I met in highschool. Two of them I still catch up with were the first year!
I’m different in that i’ve always been a social animal. I like talking and even though I was dysfunctional in some areas I survived and continue to talk to people.
It takes some work but building friendships can be very beneficial.
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I am usually paranoid etc about those …
There was some I really liked.
Now I have been shaking.
It was years ago I shook last time.
I feel mainly a man in my body sometimes but it is not my boyfriends spirit and it does not feel nice.
Not that I dislike him but I can not handle feeling him cause he is so intense and hysterical and can be hateful and control freakish and I don’t think it’s fair he puts his sh%% on me.
I am not sure if the shaking is he or I …
My father said he thinks I can have a temperament .
Other times I have felt the shaking in my body it is bad and can ruin my relationships.
I know myself but I do not think junk it is me…
My boyfriends parents walked in the door without knocking and I said” lucky I was not naked since you did not knock on the door before you walked barg d in.”
I told his friend to please knock.
After I said that to his parents I started shaking and was so worked up …
It’s been years since I felt it and I do not want to feel him …
There is another one I once thought was my father he can feel nice but intense too but he is not my father but close but I should not be feeling like others all the time…
I rather feel like myself and like my boyfriend sometimes too as we should be in sacred union and my neigh too I am hunk I felt her depression but she is feeling better now I think.
There are people I miss and love 
but it’s complcated with my symptoms and beliefs.
I am not a easy going person.
I am not down to earth either.
I am spacey and …
I might live every one though it seems like even those I dislike lol
How are the species of the world …
I pray for all species in a good flow etc
I could very likely go psychotic if I go vegan again.
I pray for meat and food and energy and love and peace and palliative care etc etc
I miss a few old work friends but the two school friends turned out not to be my friends. One tried to give me a BS hug some time ago. I gave him the drift that the thing you did and got over so quickly is something I’m over as well but I’m not going to forget so fast.
No way! I like my current “special needs mom friends.” Oddly enough, I have normie friends. They do not get my MI that much but beggars can’t be choosers.
I miss some of my work people. I wonder if they actually miss me. It makes me sad thinking about the good times with them.
i used to be friends with musicians and they do terrible things in public…
the cool and popular girls didnt want me so i was stuck with loud crazy musicians…lol
No I hate them and I hate all of you
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I believe you have a drop of love or so for us…
Some people work better with some than others and the right combination could be great things and improve and the best in them comes out with some colleagues but not with others .
Finding that combo …
A good team …
The right people for the right job is what was advertised by one agency and also fitting teams where they compliment each other.
Some I felt good connection and flow with .
I had some jobs with paranoia against them all etc…
Wishing us well.
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Yeah, like I miss the Black Plague and hangovers.
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