I started to miss those days when I was hanging out with friends. With normies, yes. But it was so nice spending time together…
I still remember those days i spend with normie friend… now they are all gone… hell no…
We will be normal soon…
I miss…
The Walkman
VCR’s
Rock n’ Roll Hair Bands
When you didn’t have to check everything you say, for political correctness.
Vinyl Records/ Stereos
I could go on…
I can’t relax like I used to. I feel it is my job to keep the social ball rolling and that makes me tense.
I feel ■■■■■■ up now… I live like a monk in my room
I reminisce some times too, just thinking back to the better days of my life. I guess you’ll always have the memories to draw upon when you’re feeling blue.
I always used to envy people who were able to talk to others and have friends.
I’ve always been an outcast. But I’m getting better.
I’m missing those days I used to be in school and mess around with my friends.
I really miss the first 2 years of college before my first psychotic episode
I didn’t get full blown psychosis until I was 35…for about 31 years I was always a really intense person but very funny and I used to drink loads of beer in college and the women were beautiful and all my friends I still have were at reach. we’ve all blown to the wind and most of them live in Tulsa. a 3 hour drive from me…I decided I was going to take a bus to see them.
I was a party animal, drunk for days, a bit of a ladies’ man, funny ( ‘stand up comic’ funny) and very daring not like now am afraid of waking up
While I was not a perfect teenager, I was not stupid and kept growing. If I had kept up my trajectory at age 17 I would be in a different place now in many aspects of my development.
If anything I miss not having negative symptoms, they have ruined my life and disable me greatly. Esp alogia and avolition.
Missing those days when I was relatively care free and really enjoyed things including the simple things in life like nature n the weather…
I miss my morning jogs through the Park so so much. They gave me happiness n regulated my appetite