I have a dream of being a more loving person. It is really work to forgive, but that’s what I’m learning to do. Love is work. If I felt I could shoulder a kid when sie needed me, I will have come a long way because I was never good at forgiving kids for being kids. They are just learning.
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To read as much as I can.
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Peace of mind is the dream for me. I’m constantly trying to improve my mental situation even by a little bit. It all adds up in the end.
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To finish the enlightenment process.
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Very few people get to nowhere; it’s such a long way
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Believe anything!
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I’m between dreams at the moment. I have ideas all the time sure but taking care of my mental health is a full time job sometimes. Hopefully as some time passes I’ll be able to put a few things in order. Gotta stomp out a couple addictions first then I’ll reevaluate.
I forgive not for the benefit of others but for myself. I learned hating someone doesn’t hurt them.
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Survive, keep schizophrenia in check, and don’t overshare my delusions online. Sometimes, I feel like I’m bragging, other times trying to help people, and other times trying to help myself and get free stuff lol.
It’s dangerous online. This forum is great and stuff but I do have some concerns.
I noticed lately I was getting more paranoid and sick and stuff and I saw a star-fished shape ufo/drone in the neighborhood among other things. Could be aliens or something, I don’t know. Looked like a star fish flying in the sky. I noticed other ufos and ■■■■ too. They don’t like people talking about aliens and stuff.
I’m already paranoid already.
My goals are to quit the drinks; learn advanced mathematics; and make some money and possibly get healthier.
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Is that no where or now here?
I want to complete a book of poetry
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i have a dream --probably insanity on my part – of getting totally well.
judy 
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I want to achieve early advanced level on the piano. That’s my next goal.
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I want to get a work from home job doing proofreading and editing.
Also want to get my book on my mental illness published but want to get into a more successful space first.
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An intetesting way to look at it. I don’t know. It’s from a page on my zen desk calendar
I think I
like it because sometimes I wonder where I’ve been all my light (life). Or where I am now
I have no more dreams since getting sz.
i never had dreams really. made me question my reality. now, i get them all the time. i had lucid dreams before and nightmares. i even took the ptsd med for nightmares early in my illness. it worked.
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You need a dream to get away from sz.
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To have a gothic style wedding and get married.
To reach spiritual enlightenment as buddhists say as to end of suffering and a peace and joy nothing can shake.
To loose a few kg and have a tummy tuck and face lift.
Can’t afford it but it’s something I want to do.
Become a animal rights activist and environment activist.
Have great stable lasting relationships.
Yes. Quite a big one, the intention is a big charity organisation
my goal right now is just to be happy.
my fantasy is getting an advanced degree. a top school would be nice but not a necessity. I don’t function well around others and people.
i sometimes feel not all schools are equal like when it comes to academics. someitmes, being too hard is a drawback. not sure if being harder is always better. it’s like i went to a hard, good school and failed out at a hard major, but if went locally and picked an easier major at an easier school, i might have made it. i have no regrets. i always pushed myself in academics and in sports and exercise.
i feel more equiped getting a phd now despite the loss in intelligence than before mainly because of the interest and motivational thoughts. i couldn’t do it though.
i cant even finish a ba in math. i would do it online but havent found a decent school. math schools are lacking. its hard when you go to a school that is a top school and that picks the hardest books and hardest problems and then going to a ‘regular’ school and getting upset and discouraged.
i also worry about getting a b or not finishing a community college class and failing because of that. i tried going back but never got past regristration. i also am concerned about losing benefits because its keeping my a live and the peace. i can’t make a buck if my life depended on it.
i want to do engineering or computer science but math is also great. no point in doing a double major at my age and condition. i think computer science or ee/ce would have been better for me and i regret not majoring in engineering in hindsight. math is great for tutoring or making minimum wage and being able to think and reason. my proving skills were good despite my poor grades due to prodomal and developing schizophrenia in college. i had one therapist say i would have failed anyways if i never had schizophrenia. i had another therapist thought i was a liar because i told him i went to a good school lol.
i’ll probably just end up buying books on amazon and reading them on kindle and teaching myself things and avoiding people in life for the rest of my life. maybe stay with my family at home. i have no reason to leave the house except for food.
i do get bored and lonely though staying at home 24/7. the world is a dangerous place. just look at the news.
i would be happy with a degree in computer engineering and stopping there or doing math and then getting a masters or phd. unfortunately the world isnt kind to people like me. once you start mentioning parallel universes or past lives or weird theories, they write you off, ignore you, and i’ve probably burned many bridges with people.