Do you guys miss it?

[everhopeful]

There was a recent thread about this actually. Well, similar anyway.

I had a right to be psychotic

I feel like I’ve been robbed. I had a psychotic episode which was very positive and uplifting through which I was receiving very spiritual (religious) messages. I experienced euphoria and intense feelings of love. I wasn’t hurting myself and had no intention of hurting anybody else. I believed I was having a spiritual awakening. The messages were meaningful to me. Then I was sanctioned, locked up, had my rights taken from me and was forced to take medication. I want my spiritual experience back. I believe I was growing during that time and now it has stopped. It doesn’t feel fair. I’m not an animal.