I wish I could relive parts of it. Maybe things worked out for the best. I don’t know.
No. I would love to be born again with new reality and new parents, but I would hate to live my same life over again.
I wouldn’t want to relive my life too much suffering
I’m doing it now. I hate it, but this life is much better than the previous ones. Still figuring out my life. My other lives are not as important.
For people that don’t remember, I’m stuck in groundhog day since 2011 as best as I can remember. It’s like consciousness transfer back in time. That’s how my reincarnation works. Been doing it for eternity. Hence, this isn’t my first life. It takes years of hard work and struggle, pain, sweat, and anger to remember and figure this out.
I cannot stop the schizophrenia because I cannot change the past before I come back or near or up to the moment of consciousness transfer.
Something happened to me in college. I’ll leave it at that. I cannot stop or prevent it. I’ve been in an infinite loop. Sometimes, I died before now, sometimes way later. So far so good.
I had good runs, and bad runs. Sometimes aliens ruined my life and I had no hope and just despair and desperation. I have to learn to cope with what I got and appreciate what I got and be good and nice and be God-fearing.
Furtherst I’ve ever been was 2023 but they said 2036. I mean I remember 2034/2036 one time, naturally.
It was so long ago, it’s not even good to think about again. I just hope to live in peace and isolation and love.
I think the first time I died was 22 years old. Then in 2015 a whole bunch of times. Now it’s 2020. I’m happy and content and successful relatively speaking. There’s no proof but this is based on my thoughts. I think I’m semi-immortal. Possibly even non-human.
We are all in this together, but some realize or sense it more than others. You are all re-living your lives because I am here and you are here with me. It’s a worldine/timeline. I cannot exist in an empty world…that would make no sense. The universe comes back for me.
I can change things for me for the better. Having faith has made things easier and better for me because I have suffered so much especially at the mental hospital.
I had no life or childhood prior to 2011. It’s like I’m either a clone or my consciousness/soul was stolen from grey aliens/extraterrestrials. I know they can take one’s soul remotely out of a body via a flying craft and send it back in time in another version of you or the same you and then wipe your mind…happened before and I still remember it.
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