This poor guy I met on another forum thinks it’s fate that I went there at the right time and the things I wrote were kind of meant to be.
We’re still communicating ambiguously but I sent him a PM to talk about some other members and the words he used were kind of meant for me. I don’t know why he just isn’t honest with me yet. I’m not taking the step and he’s not taking the step.
I see it now but I don’t believe in it. I am far too jaded to believe in this kind of things. A huge part of my illness was like this, indirectly which feels so real but at the same time, it was all psychosis. I was traumatized because my illness felt too real and a normal person like this guy would think it was fate.
To plainly answer you I would say that I believe in Fate. Nature can deal her cards as she pleases. There are only a handful of things that a person is genuinely in control of. You can nudge nature but that doesn’t guarantee anything.