I understand you, try to pay attention to yourself more and isolate the others just like they isolate you. They don’t deserve more, you deserve more 'cos you 've been through a lot.
They don’t disappoint me because they disappointed me so much that I closed almost every contact with them.
When I get seriously psychotic everyone disappoints me, like I find fault with every little thing that happens, it all seems against me, and I get infuriated and behave badly, like I won’t throw a fist but I will get in people’s way on purpose just to make them walk around.
This hasn’t got that bad in some time, but I still get the premonitionary head caving in feeling somewhat often.
I don’t really get disappointed in other people, since I don’t really have expectations of other people. The only person who truly disappoints me is myself. I expect a lot (maybe too much) out of myself.
I don’t like this thread. I expected better from you.
Yep pretty much. I can’t rely on people for ■■■■, even small things.
Did you see me laugh?