Do i have inner life?

Hi Anna - this sounds like what are called “negative symptoms” - and they are frequently a difficult issue to deal with when you have schizophrenia, but there are things that you can do that will improve things.

Check out these posts and let us know if this is what you’re talking about.

and here are some things that might help:

Sarcosine

and

D-Serine
N-Acetyl cysteine (NAC)
B-Vitamins