My psychosis made certain patterns pop out as if a font or something and highlighted triangles. also the powerlines form a cross, and the all seeing eye symbol was in the target logo.
anyway i got a call from the school today saying i have more time availible to cancel my debt with them and right after i go outside and theres a pizza box shaped into a pyramid. on the way to the store construction signs were angled like the free mason compass and so was our neighbors lumber. plus free masons scientologist and cia all use triangle so made ke paranoid lol
Yeah i think that happens to everyone durring psychosis. Oh watch out yo! The NSA might be spying on you! Oh wait… they actually are so I guess the joke’s on me. lol just kidding. Try and lighten up. And relax! You prolly know as well as I do… that nothing’s going to happen, the government doesn’t do crap for anyone and for the most part neither does God. So there’s no need to be in a state of alarm. And definatly not the free masons, noone cares about the free masons anymore.
Hmm… is the doctor adjusting your medications or something? Also you might wanna look up the side effects of antipsychotics. A lot of them list “confusion” as a side effect.
im off meds completely. i feel a lot better but little tiny things still show me i have a mild mild psychosis like i woke up to someone whistling in my room today was pretth scary but nothing else happened all day so worth it being off antipsychotics
OK. I see. I don’t take them either. And from what I understand it takes a while for your brain to adjust to NOT being on medication, just like it takes time to adjust to being ON the medication. And I don’t even really think that that sort of pattern seeking is really a symptom of a real mental illness. I think that just happens to all conspiracy theorists, there’s a bunch of crap on the internet about that stuff and the authors can’t all be schizophrenics. Well you know what I mean. Haha, well homes, I hope you kept some of the pills just in case. It’s gonna get pretty hairy. And i’d recomend doing this under doctor’s supervision, like I am. Don’t worry they’re cool with it if you express your concerns. Yeah like on the APs I can’t even read or do crap. One time I was thrown in the hospital and they drugged me and I couldn’t even read my bible because my vision was so blurry… I was like, “This is obviously the act of Satan! I must be about to be judged because I can’t even read my bible!” But yeah like… it’s just what happens…
im fine. i did keep the poisnous pills but they caused td and gyn in me so ill need to switch and not use these if i go back.
i wish i could write a book about how the CIA invented the internet, implanted the shape shifter, illuminati and free mason conspiracy theories online as red herrings to the real conspiracy which is HUMANTEL meaning agents work amongst the lay people to stear the human economy as a secretly centralized society. central intelligence agency. they leak this information because training is decentralized to hide it from foreigners. steve jobs was “leaking” cia technolology to the masses. government invents it first but how does it get to the public. whoa. freemasonry and christianity is a red herring they show you to teach you the lesson that us government cant be religiously mixed because youll get sharia law or the crusades again
Yo that’s bs. dawg. It doesn’t extend that far/deep. Don’t worry, you’ll grow out of it. but that being said, your book would prolly sell… just like the million other conspiracy theory books… it’s nothing new. Wait! you mean to tell me the government is corrupt in the higher levels and this country is run by the rich? Really? I thought everyone only did what’s right and everyone had equal opportunity!
not corrupt its been proven cia invented the internet and cell phones. its the cias goal to collect data. that was the plan from the beggining thats all fact. whats not fact is whether the illuminati or free masons existed. thats all information created as a red herring to throw off the foreign spies who come here for corporate and govertnment secrets. if you invented the internet the inserting things into history is easy when others assume the internet is a random thing not centralized
your right it doesnt. but it would make a good book. siri gps and multitouch technology was a government project leaked to the public in a clandestine fashion. reason our free market economy works and other countries innovate less on the same system
That’s nothing I’ve ever heard of. If that’s true then it was probably adapted significantly for civillian use. And I also doubt that the government itself actually designed it, it probably would have been made by independent third party companies that were hired and funded by the government… which is funded by tax payers and major corporations which only get their money from the consumer. Generally speaking, of course. But yeah i still find that hard to believe. There’s nothing really special about digitizers, I actually find them to be a bit of an inconvenience. Like who the heck can find a use for a touch screen monitor? My arm gets tired just thinking about it.
im telling you! beyonces an agent, so is that basketball player who went to see kim jung un dennis rodmond, they ship weapons that look like household items. james bond style. youll never find a paper trail. cia doesnt leave a trace. we overthrow countries and â– â– â– â–
I don’t see shapes, I see faces in everything, especially when I’m in an episode. Horrible, disfigured demonic faces. I’ve seen them in things my whole life. When I was really young, 3 or 4, I made my mom take a painting of flowers out of my room because I couldn’t stand having all the “scary faces looking at me.”
