Depression looming large

I spent yesterday in bed. I kept thinking about how pathetic of a human being i am. I dlnt work, i only cook about once a week, i do laundry about once a month. My friend is moving into a group home and i consider myself “not that bad” but the only way i could probably succeed is to be in a group home. I think ive been missing people a lot lately and i need to socialize more. My dad is here almost all the time but he just doesnt cut it. He rarely talks and if he does talk its not about much kf anything of substance. I really needed tl talk about my feelings yesterday and kept it bottled up till my mom got home. She hobestly isnt mych better than my dad to talk to. Haha! But i more or less just needed a good hug.

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It’s hard for our family to be the rype of extra support sz’s need.

Can you join any groups? Are there places you can go to mingle with other mentally ill folks? Maybe check a local mental health clinic.

I thought we had no places like that until my old care manager letme know. I just had to miss out dueto my work schedule,so i talk with friends here.

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I’ve been where you are, and I am not too far removed from it now. One major difference is that I am not so depressed now. Things can get better. … Sending hugs.

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Here’s some big hugz buddy :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
Depression is the worst and I dont have any magic fix -it advise for you. Just know that we’re here, try not to dwell on things and realize that , though it may come up late on a winter morning, the sun always rises.

I hope that you feel better Nami has online meetings too

I’m feeling loads better today. Honestly I feel a lot like my meds have worn off and I’m crazy high energy again. But I can’t focus on anything.

My 3 months shot is coming up in a few days. I feel friggin crazy

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