Depression hit me again. At least it is a feeling. Hate this anhedonia making me feel empty. I just want to hide in my bed and cry my eyes out. But I have no tears. Have an appointment with my nurse on monday. I will bring this up with her.
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I got hit with depression this morning at breakfast. My stepfather hung me up, as well, my stepsister. Okay now. “Feelings rise and fall if we don’t attach danger to them.”
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Outch. I’m sorry Comatose, I hope it passes soon.
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I suffer with major depression. Along with schizophrenia. Anhedonia totally sucks! So does agoraphobia. I’ve been hospitalized for suicidal depression quite a few times. But I got some fresh help, professionally, and I don’t want to die yet. Or ever, even. Meds for depression hardly help at all. I’ve been on 49 psychotropic medications , yes, I kept track somehow, and there’s nothing new to try. I pray quite often. So it’s up to me to fight the black days the best I can. I have a support group to rely on which really helps. I have to engage with others to avoid the conflict in my head. Playing my keyboard helps. My son and his family help, especially my two grandkids. Never give up hope. Stay busy. Stay connected. Get involved. Try. Do the best you can. Believe in yourself.
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Owwwwhh. I will pray for you @Comatose 
I struggle with MDD as well so I know how you feel. Def bring this up to the nurse. Sending positive vibes 
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I have kept track of the number of psychiatrists I have seen, which is 18. 49 psychotropic medications!! You’re lucky you’re not dead.
Thank you guys. I will keep fighting and won’t let depression win. I’ve been there before. Deeply depressed, suicidal, voices telling me I’m worthless and should kill myself. I am prepared for it this time.
Oh man Comatose, I’m sorry. A big hug to you, hope it passes soon
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