I have no symptoms, I can testify that the right med for me has taken away most all symptoms ,time and Faith in God and a healthy lifestyle has also helped tremendously. There is hope I work full-time and support my family. The meds can work if you find the correct combination. Best wishes in finding help. I’ve been sz for 16 years.
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I’ll just mention my most recent delusion that i had died one night and was in an alternative Universe due to all the unusual things happening personally and privately. Well looking back at history and past personal events I realize that those things are very Earth-like so I believe I’m in the same reality I always was.
I’m still paranoid that you are a sports writer or a “hacker” hired by a sports writer with whose articles I used to sometimes comment on. You’re going to have to convince me this is delusion and not real. I believe it’s real. Convince me. I know who you are or what your deal is or motive for joining this forum! I see you’ve been doing some research to try to pass yourself as whatever … but I see who you are!
I have it …!!! but my negative and cognitive symptoms are super weak…!!!
I just have the paranoid thing mostly…mostly. I hate it when people follow me or invade my territorial bubble and that bubble can be quite large. Or when people laugh in public I think it’s about me. But I’ve had crazy ones in the past that involved me believing I was dead and that there were cameras everywhere. Or that I was a great inventor by solving the world’s energy problem. But with Olanzapine now it’s been toned down to a lukewarm paranoia.
I’ve had several delusions over the years. As a child, it was that any failures were the result of others sabotaging me. As a teenager, it varied widely. I believed I was a vampire-werewolf hybrid, that I could control the weather with my emotions, that I could see the future (this is recurring), and more.
Currently held delusions are that I didn’t exist before 13, that if I can’t see at night, something will come kill me (started as a child), that everyone on the road is going to kill me if I drive.
I had one were I as led to believe I was the next president also, and was kidnapped by my friend in CO who knew this, but pretended not to know. And was being consistently contacted by FBI and other security related intel, but wouldn’t let me leave. It was horribly confusing, but I believed all of it 100%, I was just wondering what took them so long to get him to let me go, then when my parents showed up months after, I realized that wasn’t the case with the presidency and what not.
I thought the kitchen fixture appeared out of thin air, i had never heard of apports before. So i freaked out.
The weather was controlled at one point in a delusion. I had never heard of it before. It was frightening.
As i was about to go over a bridge i thought the bridge ended halfway and at the end the drivers fell down or were lifted up.
Mephisto was with me in the dark wood. True terror.
I had a shapeshifting delusion. Never heard of it, old and shamanic in nature, they talk of beings who change form when they get visits. So fast forward thousands of years later there i am thinking the same for no reason.
I thought there were several bat winged creatures flying over head shitting all over the backyard. My mind had been taken, they forced it in and wouldn’t let me go. True terror.
A man was risen from the grave in one.
A piece of me was taken and placed inside of an object, it was being used to do bad things to me. I had never heard of the things that can happen before, this was just put in my head out of nowheres, they know what this is. Creepy ■■■■ to say the least.
A dark dark being showed me his face as he grinned and looked down upon the land, he was full of malice, pure and utter malice. They had to make it at sunset to just for effect. Was this real i thought? I knew it was though, didn’t want to.
My blood was being drained from my legs. ■■■■ good thing that doesn’t happen as a part of rituals and ■■■■, that’s a load off am i ■■■■■■ right?! Woooooo close call, just a delusion it’s fine. Good thing i wasn’t possessed or anything and they were telling me about ■■■■.
Some crazy ass ■■■■ eating queen was in the sewer chowing down on my feces. Reminiscent of the clown from stephen king’s it, who also did that as he tried to terrify someone. Seems to be an old favorite of some this whole ■■■■ eating thing. Demon bathroom time, so much fun.
A decrepid hand dripped strange liquid down my spine in the shower. It’s fingers were long and old, long worn finger nails right, skin as if it were dead.
That the world was just a place of suffering and death, that one is still up for debate though am i right. This happened in seconds, my entire world view changed in seconds. It became a place of pain and death all of a sudden, which it is. Maybe i just woke up from a nice dream i had been having?
That i was being subjected to mind control, not exactly of an earthly agency though, who knows maybe they work together sometimes huh? Favors for favors i suppose.
This was all accompanied by aliens appearing, shadow people running around, a faerie/pan coming to see me, a ghost, light beings, some witch that had nothing better to do than induce a vision for no reason, smells of sulfur, dream disturbances, out of body type of experiences, seeing the future, and much much voices.
Oh yeah, i also thought my dead grandmother paid me a visit as well. During my “psychosis”, yeah, “psychosis”.
Hey, did you know you can cure cancer and mend bones within seconds? All of our energy problems can be solved, we can live again by way of interdimensional technology, you can also disable nerves so a person feels no pain and close up wounds like it’s nuttin. They can manipulate just about any process in the body, yes! Blindness? No ■■■■■■ problem, rain, no ■■■■■■ issue there. Brand new plants that produce food in winter may be introduced as well and all creatures can be altered.
I mean i’m insane. And i should take my meds before you make me take my meds, i’ll comply master, no need to torture me i’ll comply i swear, master please, it’s just sarcasm, nooooooooooooo!
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Hello, I’ve had, oh well, a lot of beautiful ones, I’m going to post here.
It first began with these supernatural beings living in our house when i was really young, i was scared of them af, it was a really bad experience, idk if this can be considered delusions, hallucinations or a mixture of both, anyways i could see them sometimes, i had nightmares, and at night they used to bite me leaving marks.
later there was this voice in my head claiming to be God, we talked and talked and talked and talked, i was special, i had supernatural powers, i could move objects with my mind and predict the future (ofc i needed to practice a lot to learn how to control my powers, so i used to read a lot of books about these, meditate and try xD), i thought i had a mission from god and i’m not going to die until i finish this mission, until one day that i was choking to death a friend saved me and i realized i’m not invincible xD I’m an Epistemological Nihilist now, but God still leaves in my head, i decided i’m not going to talk to him anymore, i remember how he was begging me that he’s the real God and i should keep talking to him.
other delusions i experienced, oh well, people started to talk about my private life, things happened to me in private, thoughts i had, things i did, even the TV was talking about it, i started to search my house for hidden cameras and microphones, i started to be cautious, suspecting everything and everyone, i used to talk to these hidden cameras “i know you’re watching me bastards”.
now, i have this delusion that is really bothering me, it’s about my partner, and i don’t want to share…
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