Princess I don’t think God would ask you to do this all alone. He’s not that mean, and no offense intended but no one is that special. If you need help you should ask.
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Shadow gov took my hands and replaced them with someone else’s and tried to insert memories of an alien abduction but it was them. Its to intimidate and experiment. Apparently took my kidneys too
He said I was second choice but help to defeat them would be appreciated
Do they have an email address?
I am from England and we already defeated everyone, so now we just send out strongly worded letters.
I could definitely give the shadow gov a stern telling off.
But also I meant if you need help for yourself, as in are you ok?
God Created Lite in Solid Darkness .
(fast forward)
God Had a Son Named JESUS .
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His Son Was Murdered .
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His Son Talked to Me .
He Said ,
" ARISE AND WALK " .
(slow motion now)
e(Y)e Stood Up and Stepped Over , Tha Pain Breezed Away .
(fast forward)
You Are Reading thus , How Do You Feel (???) , What Are Your Opinions of Such (???)
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Not sure. We could do that but I know action needs to be taken now. Waiting for instructions in what to do.
Me; well I’m actually completely traumatised by this whole revelation of what’s going on. 
Might try find email address but got to be careful they are attacking the people around me because of this.
I think the best thing would be to chill for a couple of hours.
If this is all happening just now then it is new and you will need to process it.
You might find after a bit of rest and a cup of tea, that things are not as bad as they seem.
Oh this has been going on for weeks ; people know they just try cover it up. They won’t stop at nothing but neither will I.
I usually think someone is trying to poison me so I only eat sealed food. I am the center of what ever everyone else is doing. I have been selected by FBI or CIA sometimes a special force from the government. I’m in initial training so they contact me very secretly via computer random people on the street , fellow employees that are also agents, psoc, or hospital staff. Random people are brought into my life because they are also agents and that’s why they are in my life. I’m scared that they want to take me away from my family to become a hitman agent. conversation and contact with them is always very vague and done in ways that normal people can’t understand. they contact me through all kinds of signs signals and all meadia. I have a talent that they want , being, they have put me under extensive hypnotism that they can control what I think say and my movement . They also can download information into my mind. They need me desperately because the Nazis have infiltrated most governments and I’m there only hope. I don’t know who I can trust and who is trying to kill me and my family. Also I was given a truth serum at one of the jobs I had they were a front for recruitment so I quit there but the organization is still after me . I don’t want anything to do with them because they want me to leave my family. The drama goes on and on. I’ve had three episodes and return to these belifes every time. I always deny I have ever been ill. Just that the meds made me feel weird for awhile and all my delusions were real.
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One that comes to mind is when my dad used to take me places at night like the store or the mall or something. I would be sitting in the passenger seat and I could swear that oncoming drivers coming the opposite way on the streets were flashing their high beams on me as soon as they saw me. It used to drive me crazy and I would get agitated. My dad would assure me it wasn’t happening but I had this delusion for many months. I thought virtually every car was doing this to me almost every time we went out.
The good news is that this delusion went away.
I’ve had problems with driving ever since I got sick. Out of the 6 or 7 accidents I’ve had in 30 years of driving only one has been my fault and no one got hurt.
But I almost always have problems with other drivers. I have good days where I enjoy driving but most days I think people are looking at me when they really aren’t or people are messing with me.
This is all a delusion right!! I suffer from thinking there are cameras on me! 247 but this isn’t true right! I feel like the whole world is conspiring against me! Please tell me it’s not true
Funny you mention werewolves since one of mine was that I was going to become a vampire. They were just waiting until I was older though so that when I was eternal I’d stay a good age. They would follow me wherever I went and watch over me until it was the right time. Never came though unfortunately. Now I’m too fat and getting uglier by the day. They’re too late…
My first delusions started when I was 13. I believed a classmate was in love with me (because the voices said so!). My delusions were mostly romantic until age 18, when I became very hyper-religious. Then my delusions were of demons following me, trying to steal my soul. Also of being followed by people or by the government, people watching/listening/talking about me all the time. Very paranoid. Now my delusions are basically all paranoid and/or religious. Some of them last only a few days and go away for a long time before returning again. Others last for weeks or months. Even with medication I have delusions.
I can relate almost on everything you say, I know exactly what you are talking about!
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How long have you been sz, and how are you doing now?
Me? My official diagnosis is major depression with psychotic features, but it’s been speculated I may be sza. I’ve had psychotic symptoms for as long as I can remember, even at age 3 I remember hallucinating vividly and my mom tells me I was very fearful even back then.
I’m 21 now and most of my symptoms are far milder than they used to be. I feel also gaining insight into my illness helped me learn how to deal with it better as well. My life is sort of a roller coaster and I’m generally in and out of crises, but recently I’ve been doing pretty well, went back on an antidepressant and am trying to get stable again.
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You sound pretty good for someone who has experienced delusions like that. I’m glad you’re gaining insight. My delusions are related to depression 9out of 10 times (except for the one time I was manic and thought I was going to be the next president.) I thought that people around me were my security detail and they were all with the secret service. Others I’ve had involve me being poisoned by an ex girlfriend. Given AIDS by the government,
And being stalked by the police. All very frightening
I’ve had a million and one delusions, Some of them I’m not even sure are delusions, My first delusion was when I was in nursing school and I was convinced that I was Florence Nightingale reincarnated, It’s funny but my present piano teacher, who is bipolar, thinks he is Mozart reincarnated, as we speak. I no longer think I am Nightingale. Anyway, today, I firmly believe that I have direct communication with God himself. I know this for a fact. And I don’t believe it to be a delusion. I don’t really know what my health team thinks. Sometimes they say it is a delusion and sometimes they say they don’t know. I know that God speaks to me personally and intimately every day. We have long conversations. I don’t believe this to be a delusion but is a fact. I have in the past, had the delusion that almost all men were gay and were hiding this fact from the women of the world. I no longer have this delusion. I’ve had the delusion that my ex-husband had hit men trying to kill me. I no longer have that delusion either. I’ve had the delusion that the Veterans Administration was systematically killing off all of the veterans in their system. I am a veteran. I’m not sure about that one. I may still harbor that delusion. I had the delusion that I could read people’s minds for many, many years and it drove me batty. It tortured me because people’s thoughts were always evil. I finally got rid of that delusion with the help of three different anti psychotics. I had the delusion that everyone in the whole wide world, including my family, hated my guts. Now, it is reduced to just some people, or many people, just don’t like me. Much easier to live with. I’m 56 years old, almost 57 and as you can see, I’ve gotten much better over the years.
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Since around spring of 2015. Currently I’m terrified pretty much every day. I constantly hear them talking, and hear machine noises, clicks, beeps, etc. This is a cross from a machine type of noise and computer noises. They play dogs barking too randomly in my ear. During my psych class I was trying hard not to fall asleep and they made a loud barking noise to wake me up. I also hear constant phone call rings and they will randomly speak “through” me. Making me say something I had no conscious will that I was going to say. They also put people in my life, and I know if it’s “one of them” or an actual person. It’s hard to explain and go into detail on here, but yeah I’ve been experiencing a lot of things. Every night they give me various dreams, mainly messed up nightmares and people making fun of me. And during the day they do it as well. (The voices). But this is just a small glimpse as to what I go through / have been going through. How about you though? Hope you are doing well.
Began with paranoid in 2008, evolved into grandiose after a little while (same psychotic episode), and this time around its erotomania…didn’t even know that last one had a specific name until you mentioned it