anyone ever had the delusion of everybody out to get you? if yes , how it feels like and if you were aware that there is no one out for you? did u had insight to it?
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I never had delusion in my life…but cognitive symptoms and negative symptoms are worse…
Where r u from @ayrin7 …???..welcome to the forum…
hi thanks. so u dont have halucination n delusion so how could u be sz?
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My positive symptoms are manageble like i have grandour delusion and disorganised thought…my cognitive and negative symptoms are worse…
I feel like people are trying to kill me. Only certain people though. I don’t know them. My pdoc thinks I’m paranoid but I dont. I believe it.
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I have had this feeling yes.
But I do not have it about eeeeeeveryone anymore.
I have had paranoia that I think is real.
But I realise that paranoia I had in the past may not of been real.
I have had voices many years ago but they went away.
I have delusions,paranoia,social difficulties etc but am doing well today and have been grocery shopping.
I was delusional but had some insight into it and had periods of betterment between hallucinating and delusional periods.
My insight was slowly deteriorating though, and my online friends could tell, they urged me to go to the ER and get help.
I would get them ,but thought they were real. No one could tell me otherwise. Goes away with meds. Not about everyone at the same time it would usually be triggered by something trivial.
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Have you ever had hallucinations @far_cry0?
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Nope never raffa…i have all the negative and cognitive symptoms…life sucks raffa…u are from uk right…
Yup I am indeed - life sucks for me too right now. Have you ever been hospitalised then? Your issues sound very similar to mine…
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Hey buddy …i can’t read a book due to cognitive symptoms…and i have almost all the negative symptoms…i never liked these illness…
in my third episode i was only delusional and yes i had insight
like i would direct world liders what to do and than i would crash into despair telling myself im nobody
(first two episodes i didnt had a clue something is wrong with me)
so yes its possible although most people says its not
Yes I have delusion and it is for everyone. I am insight to it. For example when I think about any problem than when I get clues I require to write it. First its written in teeth than on social media. But I have security issue also so I take care in social media and changed the words. In start of schizophrenia I thinked that every body is watching me and reading me, but with time I understand that it is natural. Thought is process of some chemical reactions in brain so as to understand the phenomenon of materials. And I guess we can think together without any connection by the power of brain. It means some kind of chemical reactions also happens in brain of others of my team. Otherwise why such intrusive thoughts come in my mind because it was thought of them.
I’ve had delusions like that but only with certain people out to get me like my parents or my in laws. I believed they wished to hurt me. I would taste bug spray in my food and drinks if it wasn’t bottled and opened by me.
later after meds I became insightful into my illness and knew the delusions weren’t real. but every now and then that idea creeps back into my head and I feel like i’m being targeted.
I current am of the thinking that the social security people have my house under surveillance. I kinda think my landlord is in on it too. Haven’t really left the flat in a month.
Same to me but I don’t direct any one, only putting my concept. And I don’t hide myself because I am ready to take responsibility of it. I am thinking that my concept is for those who is concerned, not for everyone. Also I know I am crossing the limit. Why I am doing such that I don’t know.
Every now and then I think some government agency is after me… It’s happened so many times that I just dont believe it any more when it arises… They seeked to kill me and here I am at 44 still alive. I’ve been SZ since 19 yr old
The government was after me so long and never killed me so I decided they wanted to recruit me. That was just as terrifying because I new they could control my mind and would put me in danger and do immoral things. Glad those days are over☺