I would like to give my 2 week notice. Its clear many people want to abuse me so i will leave your community. Good luck with sz
Just so you know…in my day to day life i am not the monster you have been lead to believe i am. I know nothing changes peoplea mi.ds once the abuse is like this and everybody believes qhat they belive.
But seriously…im not a bad person.
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I wasn’t led to believe anything.
I am sorry to see you leave.
You’re a good person.
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sorry you are feeling this way, just so you know, i haven’t seen anything against you, you seem like a nice person.
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I think people go out of their way not to abuse you. You’ve been wrong every time you’ve thought someone was abusing you. You can leave but you’re only hurting yourself by doing so.
You won’t find nicer, kinder, more understanding people anywhere else then here.
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I agree with you 100% that the people here are wonderful. That being said when people think your a bad guy wonderful turns into the opposite. Im not saying everyone on the site hates me but some do.
I wish i could go into details about all the mistakes ive made and how i belive some vigilante has decided to ruin my life by turning people against me everywhere i go.
It sounds crazy 77nick77 but some of the stuff that happens in my life is impossible to expain away with mere coincidence. Please understand my position…i desperately want you to be right because it would mean its all in my head and i just need the right meds . But this entire thing started when i was working and i got mobbed at work by my co workers. They mistreated me and eventually forced me to quit. After that its been none stop in my life.
I know im psychotic and some of the stuff is in my head. I cant keep liying to myself about all of it being in my head.
Like i said…i do think this is a wonderful forum…maybe the most supportive ive seen. But …i dont want to stay if im not welcome
I think I need to change for people all people to like me here. I have thought insertions of everyone I interact with even members here. I feel I’m in conflict with some. But I have never had an open conflict with anybody. I really appreciate your openness and honesty and effort to get better @signless
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Yea man…sz is rough. I know i shouldn’t act on my feelings but its hard. Anyways…i am glad to hear that youre also keeping busy and things are going well.
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This might seem a little bitter but i was told a quote once by Bob Marley and its basically saying-
You cant please all of the people ,all of the time, but maybe you can please some of the people, some of the time.
I sometimes try too hard to please people that when i see even the hint of flaw i get upset & i don’t take it well, Nobody is perfect and even if you have made mistakes then i am sure they were not serious and all is forgiven.
Another thing to note is the complexity of this illness will affect the way we think and see things so it can easily look like something has happened when it hasn’t, things can very easily get blown out of proportion and it can all get mixed up with paranoia/ delusion etc,
I’m not saying that’s happening here but it is something to be wary of..i.e. (This Illness can really do a number on us).
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This forum doesnt really help much with paranoia , it can make you worse when your ill.
All the best @signless i understand your ill and cant deal with it all
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Thanks for the encouraging words man… appreciated.
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Im trying my best ducky … just dont have the self control or clarity
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Its okay dont worry, you take care and keep talking to mh team.
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Do you think this is due to psychological displacement? Are you inferring people want to abuse you because you have to move abodes and sublimating that to all people including people on this site. Do you think the stress of moving is triggering your paranoia? I have nothing against anyone on this site. I enjoy reading about people’s day whether it’s mundane or exciting. Either way, I hope you get some peace and have a good evening.
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It might be THC … i started back about 3 weeks ago. Idk im gonna throw the drugs away and hope that helps
Thanks for the kindness man.
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THC and SZ is a bad combo.
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Odds are the drugs are messing you up with paranoia.
I know the incentive to escape from reality is high on these antipsychotics because they make us feel so bad 
But drugs/alcohol usually only makes things worse, at least in the long run.
Hope you work things out and start feeling better.
Yea man..i just threw them out.
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Well, it’s true that just not everybody is going to like you, there will be a few who don’t. But if someone here doesn’t like you, most likely they will not abuse you, they just won’t answer your posts. We’re all in the same boat, even the most popular people on here have people that don’t like them. The mods are going to make sure that people don’t gang up on you or abuse you. You’re actually a nice guy when you’re not lashing out because you imagine someone is picking on you.
I know that smoking marijuana makes me paranoid. Could that be the case with you
too?
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You are a good dude @signless
I for one hope you stay
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