Half of my brain is dysfunctional/ broken
And the other half doesn’t even know it
My whole brain is ##**
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Yeah Id say that pretty much describes sz @anon67450902 
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##%# is that what it is lol??
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Sz=schizophrenia
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sorry @anon67450902 I feel for you…I used to be unhappy too…life changes…you will get better.
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@jukebox happiness is momentary, mostly its mediocrity and despair
Yes @cdwithdcs thanks i know
excite yourself about something…just an idea…you don’t have to…but I try to get excitement out of mediocrity from listening to music I love and hoping for the future…my hope comes from family and friends. @anon67450902
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Schizophrenia means split mind. I find it to be an accurate assessment. My brain is like half a broken computer and half an overzealous romantic dreamer.
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Thanks i appreciate your reply
See its complicated for me as i have no friends anymore because i don’t go anywhere to make friends
My family are complex sometimes comforting but can be very stressful as they are all very stuck in their ways with religion, less said the better rules and all
Yes i have hubby to care for me but even that can be stressful
I do hobbies sometimes some art or card making, listen to music everyday so at least im not alone staring into space constantly
But things like tv i can barely watch. I go out with hubby shops or cafe twice a week but struggle with symptoms everyday.
This is my situation and im sure some of you can relate
Honestly my mind feels broken , symptoms are intense difficult. I can write about my life briefly in a matter of fact way but its day in day out the struggles
Has your mind recovered?
yes I’m on a perfect ap and so I feel great…have for years…you might try exercise like yoga or walking…exercise gives endorphins when you work out…I don’t exercise near enough…thank you for your reply. sorry you feel broken…that must be hard for you…
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You sound content thats great for you @jukebox
Yep exercise is good but i don’t do it because im fat and get out of breath lol
My mind is broken too. Still I’m not depressed about it all the time. I have good moments as well.
I’m a mirror but:
-people repeatedly break it with contempt
-people say positive things about me to glue the pieces together
-sometimes I break my own body with a hammer
-then I’m glued back again
-repeat
Such is life.
I should probably write a poem about that.
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