The voices in my head are saying I should be on this site, they don’t like me talking about my illness. They also don’t like me doing my blog, because they tell me I’m not expert on Schizophrenia, I’m just suffering through it. If I’m not on that much lately it is because the voices are too strong, I try to fight them off and do it anyway, like I still wrote a new blog post today, and I’ve been on the site for a bit now this evening. But it’s hard to concentrate with the noise.
Also I’ve been fighting a very annoying listless mood all day today. I couldn’t get motivated to do anything. I know it was a nice break from being overly depressed like I have been. But still isn’t there an in-between from depressed and completely emotionless? Maybe I’ve just burnt out from the depression and its my body trying to find balance, I don’t know.