Even as I am typing this I am aware of a darkness of spirit following me around and bugging me lately. It used to just stay in my room when I would go to sleep but now it just hovers over me every room in the house…I think it is gaining power. I am not afraid of it, but it seems more present than it’s ever been. It followed me to every house I’ve lived in since Edmond…followed me to Tulsa and then to Phoenix and now it’s here. always has been there…ideas?
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I think that you are safe @jukebox.
I get that feeling that there is a dark presence around sometimes.
It’s just another SZ symptom.
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I doubt it’s my schizophrenia…a woman from Louisana was visiting my house in Tulsa and she said, you have a darkness in this corner, did you know that? I said yes and she tried to get rid of the darkness…didn’t work. I opened up a portal when I was sick and thought that the devil owned the earth…it just never closed after I stabilized.
That is spooking me out!
I think you will be fine though.
Think positive thoughts.
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It’s not really scary to me anymore…just bothersome…like someone is staring an inch from your eyes all the time…trying to communicate. I should get some paranormal people over here.
I was into the occult and paranormal for many years when I was not stable on meds.
Now that I am on risperidone I don’t believe in that kind of stuff anymore.
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I don’t fear evil. I follow the Lord and I don’t have to fear evil as I am in continual prayer.
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That’s good Jukebox.
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Not to make light, @jukebox, but do you ever think of that Peanuts character who goes around with a raining cloud over his head?
What was his name?
Pigpen? I don’t recall a character with a rainy cloud overhead…sorry…it is kind of like that though, only a bit uncomfortable.
He made rare appearances in the animated stuff. Pigpen was the one who left a trail of dust and dirt after him.
Hey, I’ve had dreams about the devil that were actually humorous. It’s all in the feeling tone of your thoughts. I think a funny dream is just a funny dream.
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I have a shadow that takes the form of a person and I can feel it touch me. Do you feel it and see it?
just it’s eyes watching me super close up.
I know the feel. I’ve felt an evil attached to me for years. When I was in high school, I had a friend read my aura and even he said there was something attached to me (but that it didn’t seem evil on glance).
That being said, I’m pretty sure it’s an SZ symptom issue for both of us. As far as science is concerned, the paranormal doesn’t exist.
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Me too, @Wave.15151515
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Very good @jukebox.
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