My mom is away from home for a few days. She refused to have dinner with me everyday during Xmas. I believe she is sleeping over my aunt’s place. This I only learn from dad because mom does not talk to me any longer.
I happen to find out the photos they took when she celebrated Xmas with my sister and my aunt. They post them on fb. I really understand my mother does not want to get together with me. She does not want to share my boat. Mom told me that clearly. I know I’m no longer a significant one to anyone on earth. Mom refused to spend time with me since I took up the job in a small shop. Probably she cannot withstand the fact that I’m doing a low paying job and will not be able to return to a higher paying or higher status one. Her eyes were full of rages everytime I tried to talk to her. She said she was investing on me and there would be no returns. She threw tandrums at home that she will not be able to gain anything out of me. I believe the only favor I can do for her now is to leave forever. I find no other better way to deal with my life.