I will not see my mother every day in the Christmas holiday.
I asked if we could have dinner together on any day. Mom said she will get together with my aunt everyday during Xmas and therefore, no. I know I’m not invited. My aunt teased me everytime she saw me. They want to make it a point that I’m not welcomed. My mother joins in my aunt. Not long ago, my aunt and my siblings told me at the face that there are people in the city who suicide everyday. She told me to end my life faster. My mother knew it, she said to me it would be acceptable to her if I’m gone. Idk I can’t come up with any ideas other than a suicide.