Now that I’m back home I’m crazy about this girl again. Hoping I’ll run into her. But I’m not in love. No my love is earned. But I can’t stop thinking about her. That I’ll never meet a girl I like as much. Like maybe she’d be my soulmate but I don’t think it’ll ever happen…so I hate that I’m thinking about her.
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If is is Gregorius well mannered …u need to approaches her slowly like a whistle blow…BEST WISES chew the cactus …hope u be succesfull…!!!
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I would chase her to the end of the sunset!!! Aka if it meant waiting five or ten years I would. She was ideal. I might see her again in like two months. If not sooner.
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man just hook it up…good for u…!!! best wishes…!!!
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this is why I usually don’t meet much people, in real life; chewy chew. 
sometimes, keeping a distance is a good way to avoid dealing with unpleasant or even harmful thoughts…
"you gotta know when to hold them. you gotta know when to fold them."
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/know-when-to-hold-them-and-when-to-fold-them
if thinking about this girl makes you wish you were with her, you should definitely call her to see if she feels the same. good luck.
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Man @jukebox I’ve been trying to look her up on Facebook for months but can’t find her. I wish I had her number. At first I didn’t like her that much but then she grew on me so much the last two or three weeks. She was in my outpatient group. She’s bipolar and I gave her lots of advice on antipsychotics and we bonded through that lol. Hey sometimes you bond through having similar difficulties. I only know her first name we were supposed to be anonymous. Then I left for Washington and she was upset when I came back the last week because she didn’t wanna become attached to me in any way. And then we bonded further. I liked her so much. And she liked me too.
sounds promising…how are you going to see her again?
I’m rejoining the outpatient group after I go to intensive outpatient. Maybe she’s still there… and I know we frequent the same stores because we talked about it.
sounds bleak…maybe you shouldn’t have waited to bond with her. good luck.
Yeah it is bleak. But problem with me is I met this one girl 7 years ago. And it took me 6 years to find someone I liked more than her. Certain girls set the bar high for me and it’s hard for me to settle for someone I value less…but I’m gonna try and put her in the past.
may I ask how many girlfriends you’ve had? Just try to date online if you’re lonely. if you’re honest most women will respect that in you. good luck.
I think about a girl I met in hospital once. She was there because she used to self harm.
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Only two or three, maybe 4 girls i went on dates/hung out with regularly. Probably had 1 girl officially my girlfriend just used to smoke weed with girls in college and stuff. I don’t count that as a girlfriend but we were thinking about it. Then psychosis screwed it all up and I was on hiatus for like five years till I met a girlfriend who I dated for a little bit but I broke it off with her. I really was desperate for dating her. I try online dating doesn’t work for me no matter what approach I try.
There was a woman that I felt that way about but I know that I will never see her again. Still miss her from time to time. Are you currently talking to the woman that you feel that way about?
I met this one person in the psych ward as well, 5 years ago. she was a mother who would hurt herself too. I was quite close with her. I even wrote poems.
then she had to go. 
but at least she’s not in the psych ward anymore. that place is not so great sometimes. 
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