She studies in the same college as I do. Probably the cutest girl in school, 0% chances to get her. I don´t know anything about her, but i´m just fascinated by her beauty. I´m constantly thinking about her (even if I haven´t had the guts to talk to her yet).
I´m thirty now, didn´t know this things were going to happen again (with intensity). I just want to continue my studies but I don´t seem to be able to stop thinking about her and the low chances I have to be with her.
Encountering her in the hallways causes fear on me, I don´t even want to talk to her or anything. But I can´t avoid staring at her. I just want not to feel anything and keep my routine going…
I had a crush on a girl in college…the first time I saw her I turned around in direction walking and followed her the first time…about a year later I found out she was my best friend’s sister…!! she didn’t feel the same about me…I was demolished…
She is the first girl i´m scared to death to talk to in 10 years. I doubt it will work and if i befriend her probably it won´t be good for me (we are studying music, and i have an ever bigger thing for artists).
I think i don´t have an impression of her yet. Just of her external beauty. Don´t want to know her, just follow my routine
