I need help too.
I am proud and pleased with myself for managing what I do such as dishes and cleaning , feeding animals, making good , watering plants , wheelbarrowing and shoveling.
Getting to appointments nearby , driving , can do grocery shopping by myself etc
But I am on disability.
I have received a lot of help from parents and partner and family.
I lived in the car for a few weeks despite having a stable place to live because I was delusional about it.
I did move back though and was hospitalised shortly after.
I was volunteer working at a aged care home and some staff pulled me aside and said they noticed I did not seem well.
Freak On a leash you have done so well to do so good without your parents.
I hope you will get a job you want and be happy and have support and love and kindness around you and to you.
I isolated from my family cause I had delusions about them but since my medication increased I am much better and want to get closer to my family.
Being in a psych ward and not having visitors…
The staff can be great though.
The last place I was in psych ward I think the staff and patients were/are really precious people.
We were kind to each other.
One guy got in a fight with staff but apart from that it was no nastiness and he kept apolagising when he was put in isolation but that isolation room had warm soft lights.
I dislike the hard strong cold lights and support psychwstds to have warm lights.
There was a soft mattress too.
I feel limited with my abilities.
I can only drive to some places but with help that could increase.
I do not want to do public transport as little as possible because I do not want to go sick n claustrophobic etc
I do need help and want to be grateful every day that I get help.
Grateful for the abilities I do have.