@Dreamscape @notmoses @SzAdmin ECT was used as a last resort for my sz as after years of trying almost every drug I was still psychotic 24/7. My pdoc told me it actually makes one more responsive to meds which is why I think I’m doing so well now on only meds. It’s believed to awaken dead neurons. Whatever it does it saved my life. It’s the only reason I am where I am today because for the first time I wasn’t psychotic anymore. It gets a bad rep but it’s very effective and humane. @everhopeful Thank you for your input, but I have a lot to lose. I think it’s more stress related than the meds not working. Trust me if the meds weren’t working I wouldn’t be so coherent. @Hadeda Thank you. You and I share the self harm struggle. I kept seeing visions of hurting myself the other night but I was strong. Stay strong too my friend. @Vertigo Thank you. It’s good to hear from you. Thank you for the support! @bridgecomet Thank you. Stress seems to be our downfall. I’ve taken the past two days off and feel better. I had a date night with my boyfriend tonight and had a lot of fun. I hope your son is doing well. Thank you everyone!! 
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I’m so glad your feeling better today…
It’s nice to see you post again… I hope all things work out. Please keep in touch…
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