Should I ask my pdoc if they are considered hallucinations?
Iām no doc but I didnāt have visual hallucinations pre sz so I think itās a good idea. You might get positive ones but they can eventuate into negative and for me personally, itās worse than voices.
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I see visuals when I close my eyes too.
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For like 5 years I had intense closed eye hallucinations when I closed my eyes. It was actually fascinating.
Details visions flying through space. Zooming around plabets, I could somewhat control where I wanted to fly and then Iād be in some battle in space against other people.
I would see words trailing through space glittering like gold. very difficult to make out the words.
I saw a kid crying in a room with a rainbow around him and someone telling him that everything is going to be ok. I attributed that to me looking at myself and me telling myself that.
Then thereās sonic the hedgehog drowning or becoming supersonic. This was repeatedly shown for years I donāt know why.
Then thereās seeing hellish places or being in the center of the earth in lava and stuff.
Then one cool one when I saw this lion roaring on top of a cloud. Then he made a rainbow appear and he jumped down on it. And boom 2 giant red snakes pop up.
Then I see Jesus spiralling through the sky at lightspeed.
Honestly thereās so many visions I couldnāt even count.
All that has 95% gone away now though
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I went through something similar long, long ago. I would be in bed with my eyes closed and see entire āscenesā going on. I never recognized the place or the people but whole scenes played out and it seemed real and like I was there. I just chalked up the experience to āflashbacksā from all the LSD I used. Even though some people donāt believe in acid flashbacks.
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Same, here I finally found someone who sounds like me. I have horrible vivid evil closed eye hallucinations, very disturbing tactile hallucinations and horrible visual hallucinations. I only hear small thought like voices when Iām trying to sleep. Iām not on my meds right now and itās the worst itās ever been.
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Why you are not on your meds?
I also used to explore different planets, id basically be cruising through space then i would see a planet, example it was blue , many different size holes , i could enter into the planet, then I would zoom through tunnels within it, very intricate systems. but I would not find any life on the planets.
it was happening so often that before i went to bed each night id just think ''hmmm i wonder where im going tonight" cuz as soon as i closed my eyes i was back in space cruising the galaxy.
very strange but also very interesting.
then when all these closed eye hallucinations started to go away I was almost unhappy about it cuz it was so interesting.
it almost never happens anymore
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It hasnāt happened to me since last time. I miss it
Because I work and California says I make to much. Iām in the processe of getting my own health cov, But in the mean time, Iām new to this
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Today every time I closed my eyes, I saw Jesus with his legs and arms wide open, and balls of light in each of his feet, hands, in the head and in the penis area. And while i see him,I zoom in and get rapidly into his heart and then get out from his back like a bullet. What do you think @anon31257746 @Jessica_Griswold @77nick77 @WildBandicoot ? It was so vivid
I donāt know it seems pretty cool, but in my paranoid state Iād be thinking, why am I being shot out of his back? Why am I not staying in in his heart? I dont know I get nothing but evil hallucinations so Iām always thinking Iām being tormented by demons and Iām going to hell.
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Donāt you have positive experiences?
Never, thatās why I wonder sometimes.
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Thatās weird. I donāt know how it is possible
I do pretty good when Iām on my meds though. But its getting so bad Iām afraid they are not gonna work when I get back on them.
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I think maybe the only positive thing is, this morning when I woke up I heard a voice in my head telling me I should quit smoking and then he was saying other things that I donāt remember. He didnāt sound evil.
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Thatās good. Hope you have more positive voices or no voices at all
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Thank you, Iām new to all this. I had no clue this was a mental illness. Even on my meds, I still thought it was just demons attacking me. Even though it wasnāt happening anymore while on them. I got really religious there for a minute. Iām just glad thatās over, and Iām starting to do my research on whatās going on with me. Its just hard because my mind still wants to think its real demons.
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