I keep thinking I’m being recruited by the cia. My dreams play into it also. I’ll be 80 on my rocker still thinking I’m being recruited. I wish I never applied or worked in gov. This irrational belief will never go away.
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Meds don’t help?
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They help so I don’t go psychotic. The belief really has no negative effects on me. It’s just something I think about sometimes. I’m stressed with school so that’s probably causing it to flare.
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CIA recruiters surely check the background of any potential candidate. Including medical records. They would know about your illness and, pardon me for being blunt, schizophrenia is a dangerous liability. Because you would be dealing with sensible information in a stressful environment involving secrecy. And with national security at stake there’s no way they will let you in. You are safe buddy 
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It could be worse. You could have the KFC Delusion…believing to the core of your being that you are Colonel Sanders! 
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I believed I was the second coming of Christ during one of my psychotic breaks.
I felt that the whole world was so crazy and messed up that it made sense that Jesus would return to Earth in the form of a sh!t-joke artist like myself.
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Well that’s better than being targeted. If they don’t add you to the payroll I don’t think you have anything to worry about.
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Me too
Cia is horrible delusion
They keep torture me for nothing for being egyptian muslim
They say horrible things
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My delusion about CIA seems so real
The harder it is to doubt things and rationalize the closer u are to slipping into that kinda delusional psychosis like state where u lose insight. Just remember to ask urself every morning and every night “do I have insight?” And I’ve been there done that in a slightly different scenario.
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I get them every time I relapse. It’s been, CIA, FBI and even local law enforcement. I think the delusions & hallucinations seems so real that we think a powerful entity is involved to make it happen. Same with demonic and God delusions they seem to be the only ones powerful enough to make these things happen. But I do believe in spiritual battles also . But for the most part we make this stuff up in our sz mind.
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