Sometimes, like now, I get worried that my body is turning to plastic I want to self-harm to see the plastic and I know if I did I would be blue plastic underneath
The other day I got ignored in town and the voices said I was invisible which I have now started to believe
Nevermind. I see from your other post that you are. The best thing you can do is them them exactly what you told us so they can get you the best treatment.
You are not plastic and your eye is not a projector if you are worried about gouging out your eyes try wearing an eye patch instead over the offending eye. It’s not a permanent fix but it is better than removing it.
I have body parts I feel aren’t supposed to be there but you have to resist the urges
I know I’ve done some things to my body that I’ve regretted. You need to find something to distract your self. Also grounding tactics. Try to focus on what you know is real. Try to engage your senses.
Try to think of why it matters if you were plastic or not (I assure you you are not) there’s no reason for someone to look through your eye.