Okay so i had a hallucination and it was a little man that wanted to kill me and even though i dont see him anymore i still think of him everyday and think hes going to kill me and im always scared of him and im also scared that people want to kill me and i dont know what to do and im really scared and i cant sleep at night and im scared to eat food in case theres something in it that can control my brain and also i get thoughts that i dont want to think like to kill other people and i would never do that i dont know why the little man makes me think these things. Also theres a small part of me that thinks this isnt real and thats why im asking if its psychosis. I mean i think its real and im terrified but what about that small part of me? is it true psychosis if theres a teeensy tiiiny part of me that believes im overreacting? because i feel like im overreacting but i still think its real and its really scaring me. Im scared to tell my psychiatrist in case he thinks im faking it or something but im actually really scared
Sounds like you’re not overreacting, and you should definitely talk to your psychiatrist, I’m positive he won’t think that you’re faking it. It’s serious, you should definitely tell him.
Good luck and keep us posted!
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Sounds like something to talk to a doctor about, for sure. Good on you for recognizing the problem and seeking treatment, these are the right steps towards recovery. Welcome to the forums! 
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I use the excuse that I’m overreacting or that I know better to talk myself out of getting the help I need all the time.
Just another person chiming in to say, tell your doctor! What you’re describing sounds very scary and distressing.