Wow, that’s a lot to handle. I wish your mom well. My mom had her health problems too for a long time. One of the biggest regrets I’ve had in life was not being able to tell my mom everything I wanted to before she died. I told her I loved her and thanked her for all her help but I would have liked to have said a lot more and tell her how much I appreciated her and how she helped save my life early on in my disease. I hope you are taking your medication as prescribed, that will help. Are you relapsing because of stress? I hate the hospital but it’s a necessary evil sometimes. I’m doing halfway Ok, thanks for asking. Dreading my roommate coming home, it’s a difficult situation but I had a good day today. Good luck if you need to go to the hospital.
Well, going to that birthday party is brave. Maybe it will take your mind off your problems for a little while. That’s too bad that you need the hospital, maybe a little time off from life will be good for you. You and your mom have to take care of each other but you’re right, maybe the hospital would be the best thing for you. Good luck.