It follows me everywhere lately. Reminding me life is not perfect. I’ve been thinking about what if that dog gnashed it’s teeth and claimed another. In general I am happy I just bought an awesome new car, I have no to very little psychosis, and just in general I’m in a good place at the moment. But this black dog depression still barks.
Yeah hearing that.
I often feel it just around the corner when I’m a bit flat or down. Positives I deal with quite well. Depression really drags my ass through the mill.
Good you can spot it and keep on top of it! Understanding your symptoms and your warning signs really gives you an advantage in our world.
Yeah I never understood at first that depression truly can be when everything is going right yet your still sad/suicidal. But I’ve learned a lot about depression and know it’s deeper then situation now.
It can be utterly flabbergasting to have it rear it’s ugly head when everything seems to be going well and you are doing all the right things. It haunts me every winter. I wish you all the best though.
This title made me remember something from my childhood. I remember every autumn walking down the street I lived on and the crows would get on the telephone wires and follow me down the street cawing at me the whole time. Never mind the fact that I would caw back because I thought I could talk to them. But I always took it as an ominous sign that bad things were to come. It was autumn and I could fell the depression looming. Just like now, every autumn I can feel it coming on.
The dog needs to take more victims during the winter to survive the cold. I’m glad my title could inspire a memory. Crows are such interesting creatures. But in many cultures certain behaviour in animals can have certain meanings, so maybe that’s what that behaviour in crows means is depression is coming especially in the fall.
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