For a very long time, I’ve had “thoughts in my head that aren’t mine” but now I start to wonder if there are actual beings inside me that are fighting me in my head and are trying to control me. When I get disconnected, maybe it’s just the beings trying to take over.
Could they just be internal voices/hallucinations? That seems much more likely than beings living inside you.
There are no “beings” in your head trying to “take over”. This is voices and delusions of your mental illness. I would talk to your pdoc if I were you.
I have thoughts that are not mine. They are inserted by my voices.
It’s the same with you, @Om_Sadasiva. You need to talk to your pdoc too.
OK @SkinnyMe. Good idea
I try to tell myself that it logically doesn’t make sense, but my feelings tell me I’m not in control. I’m “at war with my brain”.
I used to think there were beings living inside me, sharing my life experiences together.
Meds solved that problem
Yes, and the gut feelings usually win. You need to talk to your pdoc about this @Blossom.
I don’t feel in control either when unmedicated. When medicated I am in control.
I’m that way too. When I am not properly medicated, the paranoia wins. When I’m properly medicated, I win. I’m in control.
I’m still taking Latuda and Lamotrigine. And I talked to my doctor a few days ago and she added Risperdal. I’m not feeling any better, though.
How long have u been on the AP? Sometimes it can take a while to work
I hope u feel better sooner than later it sounds quite distressing
I’ve been on Latuda for almost a year. Lamotrigine for a couple of months. Risperdal for only 4 days.
Risperdal needs more time.
it takes several weeks for a new AP to work…give it time…you sound very delusional.
@Om_Sadasiva is Risperdal’s Master.
I think being very delusional is another thing.
And if risperdal ends up not being the right ap for u there are other options one is bound to work for u.
I take 12mg risperidone, not Risperdal but the generic called Rispelen.