There’s a demon inside of me trying to take control.
It has more power when I’m asleep, and I’m scared it’s going to take over completely.
If my eyes are different, I know it has control.
Has anyone else had this problem or a a similar one, or know how to help with it?
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Sometimes I feel like ethereal forces take control of me, I don’t know what or who they are, just that they feel very powerful. I wish I had an answer, I’m sorry that I don’t. The only thing that I can think of is to compare it to stage hypnosis, that a good person cannot be forced against their will to do bad things against their nature, in the same way a person will not do something against their will under hypnosis. The hypnotist might amuse the audience by having idiots prance around making chicken noises, but they couldn’t be made to hurt someone or do anything that defied their true personality.
I can’t say I have demons inside of me trying to control me but I still know the feeling of being controlled. I believe I have brain scientists controlling my thoughts, feelings and behaviors so I feel VERY vulnerable like you. Sometimes they let me think on my own and control myself while they ‘watch’ (literally, from everywhere) but they can take over whenever they want. During my psychotic breaks, I felt COMPLETELY controlled by other people. I am aware that this is what is called a ‘delusion’ and I take drugs for it. Still got it, though (as of yet), and I am afraid everyday of what they will do to me or make me do. I know the fear. All I can say is take your meds.
I think there’s one in my stomach and it moves and talks. This has been going on for years now and I can’t explain it.
Yes I have this too they are spirits and harming me from the inside. They even speak through me.