So I deleted the guys number, changed my number but found him on Facebook then gave him my number. And with how crazy I was talking a lot of ■■■■ he messaged me a week later. He’s happy to be friends but I kinda do want to sleep with this guy when I’m stable. So some tips?
Let’s talk again when you’re stable according to your medical team. You might change your mind about this guy.
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I just feel that at 30 I have lived out my whole life for my parents and their rules. What about my life my rules
I really appreciate the sentiment that you want to explore your sexuality and experience intimacy. Everyone wants to and you are a young, competent woman who can do anything you set your mind to.
I just feel that wanting your first time to be some random dude you met on the internet sounds like it is your illness a talking. I have seen this in many folk who are going through a slightly high/hypomanic phase. And I can only talk from my experience but pretty much without exception the young women I met regretted their actions when they normalised.
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You can surely wait a few months. Your medical team specifically told you not do this. It’s nothing to do with your family at this point ish. It’s doctors orders.
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I will wait till I’m on meds stable and thinking clearly enough.
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Seriously what am I thinking it feels like a constant battle to think clearly? And at times i do.
Just try harder that’s all
I am but I feel this is what I want but my brain is telling me you’re not well enough to make that decision stupid.
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Mines tell me the same.
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