Bed time dread time

A recurring night time theme. I go to bed and start imagining someone’s in the flat. It’s as though I’m sensing a presence. This is anxiety plus but less than a delusion? It’s certainly irrational as apart from my stepdaughter anyone who wants to get into my flat has to both key in a number to get in downstairs and then knock on my door to be let in to my flat.

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Condolences, I can imagine the discomfort and disruption this causes.

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The thing is I can reality test this , but it is doggedly persistent in rearing its ugly head.

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I have trouble with this so many times. I sometimes sleep in my closet, to keep me safe from all the murderers I’m convinced have broken in.

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I used to think and almost feel demons in my room, similar to yours. Then I got smart and figured out its a hallucination. The way I overcame it was meditation and breathing techniques

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I’m so sorry @firemonkey. This sounds terrible. Does anything help?

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We are all very glad to see you come out of the closet.

(In the morning, that is.)

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My voices told me that the watchers and the government couldn’t see me in the closet. So, naturally, I picked up all my blankets and pillows and off to the closet I went. It was cramped and hot in there. My mom came home and found me and she was livid. She said that giving into my voices would only make them stronger. I tried to explain that she didn’t understand and that the closet was safe, but she was not having any of it. I did obey her when she demanded I get out, but I was super pissed. I went back to my bed and cried under the blankets.

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I have this often. We put up security cameras to make me feel better. But then I just get paranoid about cameras always watching me. Pick your battles, I guess.

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Yeah, sometimes it’s a lose-lose situation unfortunately.

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