For me it depend on what school and where I was with my illness when I made it through alternative school I was considered student of the year HOWEVER during my time at regular school my issues were so severe paranoia impulses and clearly out of control and when I made it to alternative school I was put on meds and most if not all didn’t think even for a second I had it “as bad as they said it was”
Going to parties and meeting people is a totally normal part.of university life.
However…You seem to be obsessing about this girl you like at school. It doesn’t seem healthy, especially since you do not know if she is even interested in you.
dont hit on girls to much. your giving bad intentions to your crush. ask her the important question first. if she rejects then start hitting on other women. but rmember. youve been hitting on many women for awhile.