Hi,
Sorry I haven’t been around in a while. Been very ill med dosage to the max am finally coming out of it now, I managed to stay out of hospital, and it became too close for my liking. I’m trying to figure out what I need to keep me out of that state in the future. It was the most psychotic I’ve been since I was 17/18 (22 now). I’m making decisions for me, not everybody else, which is a first, it’s been a wake up call to say the least. I’m still very shaken, feel really vulnerable and can’t cope being around many people talking at once. The telepathy and how it was makes me feel like I’m going to implode. It’s back to a bearable level.
There’s a few People I want to thank for helping me through @SurprisedJ, @SoitGoes, @jaynebeal, for help through telepathy/thought broadcasting , I had posts in my diary to read to try and combat the hell I was going through, you were all patient and stood by me, I really don’t know where I would have ended up if you didn’t kept a slither of doubt in the back of my head! @dandydinmot and @nykia, your posts and anyone else I’ve missed out, I’ve had a real hard time of it and the kindness I so desperately needed came out in all your posts, whether you said a little or a lot, you all probably saved me.
I don’t know how I can say thank you in a way I need to, but this is something I can do. Thank you.
I hope your days have let you cope as best as you can,
Take care,
Meg.
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I’m so glad your back. I was wondering if you were OK.
Now is the time to take is slow… it’s like healing from any injury or illness… it’s going to take some time to get your strength back.
If your tired… rest…
Being around a lot of people at once was / still is very hard for me… it’s a lot of stimulus.
Don’t isolate deeply… but let people know you just don’t have the energy to see large crowds.
I’m glad you pulled through and can now heal and rest. I hope you feel better with some of the things that was causing you stress.
People love you and care about you. Please be kind to yourself and give yourself time to heal.
I’m rooting for you.
James
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Good to hear from you dante13
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Thank you James, really appreciate your thoughts, I’m trying my best to rest. I’m supposed to have gone to my pottery course which is for people with mental illness, but have avoided it as the thought of going makes me feel physically sick, I’ve not been in for over a month now, it’s coming up to two, just can’t face it, it’s at the place where my other course was and I’ve decided I’m not going back to that. Too much. But this isn’t a compulsory course, just enjoyment. My place will stay open, I’m sure the tutor will be kind that I’ve been ill as she is lovely.
Anyway I’m rambling, at the moment I’m only leaving for appointments!
I hope you are well, and coping as best you can?
Take care,
Meg.
And you! Thank you, I really can’t say how much it means to be welcomed 
️, gives me hope!
I hope you are coping?
Take care,
Meg.
Im schizophrenic as hell… I know its all safe though.