I knew something was off around 6 yrs old, I was playing soccer and couldnt follow the ball and orient myself where I was in space, meaning I couldnt keep the ball in mind and also remember which way to kick the ball. What was anyones defining moments. I dont have positive symptoms
I always realised something was off I think, from the age of 12 onwards anyway.
Why did you think something was “off”?
When I was about 12 or so I said, “If it says in God we trust, then why do we need money?” and I got no response.
Don’t think they understood what I meant. They never do.
I knew something was off when I was dropped on the head while being a blue baby
Oh I actually remember when they smacked me multiple times because I couldnt breathe right when I was born
It was plain from looking around at my classmates that I was pretending to fit in but they were fitting in naturally.
I’ve always felt different. As early as 5 I didn’t feel human. And I was experiencing weird stuff even before then but I didn’t consider it weird because I was too young to know better.
I started having that experience around 8, feeling like everyone else fit in so naturally and I was faking it.
Now I feel more like everyone fakes it though lol. Everyone always worries about fitting in.
I was the same way, i thought i was just goingn to grow out of it, but that never happened. I just learned to cope and hide it better. I knew at age 8, I would never have kids as i was overwhelmed already by the world. I guess I had good insight then or just plain fear
I have a clear memory of sometime in my childhood, standing in the bathroom and staring at my hands. And I was so surprised and sort of in awe that those were my hands and that I was in this body. It felt so bizarre to me. I was having existential crises as a kid! Lol. By 12 or 13 I was very confused because I had this strong feeling that I shouldn’t still be alive. I’m still sort of weirded out by it today though I don’t understand that feeling at all.
He has many names.
Pan is one of them.
Really, you remember that, WOW!
I’ve always felt different, but I started getting depressions around age 8.
I remember my first panic attack at age 5. The delusions and the imaginary friends were there too. I always felt like I was chosen by God. And in school, I would always talk to myself. I knew I was different than the others.
Why else would the hatter have “unbirthdays”?
Have a very merry unbirthday my old friend, celebrate every single one of them.
And besides it’s way more fun this way.
Hatter is smarter than he appears.
Around 13, others had different lives, and stable families, I started acting out at that age to, was always in trouble
Google “GOD in a Seizure” their is an Audio Part that is great and explains a lot.
I realized something was “off” when I was 17 years old, and taking the city bus for the first time with my new boyfriend. He asked me to stop the bus. And I froze, because I realized that I didn’t know how to stop the bus. My brain went into scramble mode. I didn’t know what to do, so, I did nothing. My boyfriend noticed my hesitation. And that’s when he realized something was wrong with me too. I immediately suspected schizophrenia. But, soon forgot about the whole incident.
I heard voices when I was a kid (ages 5 and up). However, the voices only became bad in my twenties. Once the voices became really nasty I started to realize that I needed meds.
All my life but after I got into the habit of school it wasn’t 'til I was a teen that I got depressed about it and knew that my life would not be normal.